I've never been one to be open about my love life especially when it comes to relationships. At the age of 19, I got married and I thought it would last forever; I told myself that it would be my one and only marriage. Sometimes things don't always work out the way you want it to or picture it. In 2012, I got divorced and in that moment in time I was at the lowest point in my life, I never thought I would ever find anyone that could make me happy again. My marriage had its ups and downs just like any normal relationship. However, it wasn't until I was alone did I realize how that relationship was so toxic. The man I was with made me feel so negative about myself and I felt like I was never going to be good enough for anyone.
It wasn't until last year, that I finally found someone that makes me feel like the luckiest girl in the world. I say "found", but I've known him ever since middle school. He always tells me that I was his first crush and that when I got married he thought that he had lost me forever. In school, we had home economics together and we would write notes to one another in this little composition book. It was the cutest thing ever thinking back on it. He always amazes me with the things that he does, he is my rock. He will do whatever it takes to make me happy and he always puts a smile on my face. Last summer, he reenacted our days in school together and asked me to be his girlfriend (as seen in the picture above). Turns out, getting a divorce was the best thing for me. I learned so much about myself and I know that the person I'm with now is my soulmate. This July will be our one year we have been officially together (feels a lot longer). When you know you love someone, it is an amazing feeling!
My confession is that I am happy! I am loved and I feel loved. It is the best feeling in the world!
