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Saturday Mar 12, 2005

Mar 12, 2005
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So... how much does SG rule? Thanks guys for your super-kind responses to my ex-rant. Things have not been resolved and the lies keep flying but you guys were right- the people that care about me know that he's a loose canon anyway. Fortunately, he's out of my life and I'm finally realizing what a blessing that is. I just wish I knew that my cat was being taken care of.
What else is new? Hmmm. I'm trying to turn over a new leaf. I'm a slob and have gotten a bit lazy recently in most aspects of my life. My main diversions have been watching massive amounts of Queer as Folk and playing video games. Quite frankly, I'm tired of feeling like a sloth! Where did my motivation go? Where is the passionate creativity that once fueled my very existance? Does it have to do with the people that I'm surrounding myself with? No... I suppose I have only myself to blame. So, topaz the spaz must get OUT of bed, into the world and be productive. I wish there was a button I could push to make my values and desires match my actions. I say, "Lis, get the hell off your ass and DO something. You will be much more content and inspired if you jump into action!" And yet I do nothing. Hmmm, sound like depression much? Yet I'm relatively cheerful. confused

What would make me really happy!? This Job:




What do you guys do to keep yourselves motivated?
VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
starguitar:
Hey... you seem pretty cool! Plus, anyone else who sits down and watches endless QAF must have more than just that in common with me. wink
Mar 20, 2005
theinsomniac:
The party was a smashing success!
Mar 20, 2005

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