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brandonlongwood:
its funny, because before vegas, the answer would have been "hell no" but on my last day there i was definately feeling differently. and even though the trip ended on a great note, i had a less than stellar performance on my second to last shoot. but i think its all because i was a newbie to vegas and the AVN atmosphere and i ambitiously overbooked myself. next year i will know better.
regardless, i still love what i do
regardless, i still love what i do
s_eldorado:
Alright you, it's time for an update! Preferrably with more pictures of your yummy self. 
xo
xo
topaz:
Pics from my camera phone!
Okay, I'm going to try to start keeping up with sg again, I swear. So that last post, where I was all in man hating mode? I took the fucker back. He swore up and down that he had changed, that he now realized what he had, blah blah blah, and I believed him. Stupid topaz. Anyway, things were incredible for a few weeks and...
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h_degree:
happy b-day Topaz ((BIG HUGES)) have a great one today.
Ty
Ty
trestria:
poke.
okay, scratch that whole "kissing" post. Right now, I am upset enough to believe that men are scum and life is a god damn bitch. What kind of fucking idiot does one have to be to get oneself into this kinda mess?
Shit.
Shit.
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h_degree:
sorry to hear your going through some troubles hope things are ok. thanks for adding me.
Ty
Ty
theinsomniac:
Just dropping by for my monthly "gee, I sure wish Topaz would post some more" note-dropping.
Hope you're doing well. Things are crazy on this end.
Hope you're doing well. Things are crazy on this end.
Kissing is the most amazing thing ever. There are so many different types of kisses and each has it's own language. It seems to me that however amazing sex can be, it always ruins everything. Sexual energy is all about the build up and once you bump uglies, it's just over. I think that's one reason that I cherish my intimate experiences with women so...
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aoife:
there's something about kissing before sex has happened that is hard to recapture. the first night I kissed the guy I'm with now, we were in a room with his roommate and so things were very limited as far as what we could do--and it was amazing. the sex is great, too, but I have this weird feeling of loss that it will never again be like that first night.
I think every now and then you need to stop and just kiss. for minutes, hours, whatever. do it with your eyes open. think about it. make out like fucking teenagers.
kissing is definitely the best thing in the world.
I think every now and then you need to stop and just kiss. for minutes, hours, whatever. do it with your eyes open. think about it. make out like fucking teenagers.
kissing is definitely the best thing in the world.
aoife:
yay, you said twitterpated. great word.
anyway, I don't know how you hang on to that. I guess that just like everything, you end up having to take a chance.
I've only been "With" this guy for a couple of weeks--we first kissed on New Year's, hung out a bit before that, and first met and became friends last May. I don't know how serious it's going to be, but I like it.
anyway, I don't know how you hang on to that. I guess that just like everything, you end up having to take a chance.
I've only been "With" this guy for a couple of weeks--we first kissed on New Year's, hung out a bit before that, and first met and became friends last May. I don't know how serious it's going to be, but I like it.
topaz:
new haircolor for Aveda Convention
Hello my loves...
I know I know, it's been a while... But I have pictures coming soon! Lots and lots o' pictures! One of the many reasons I haven't updated is because not a damn thing has happened in my life! Still doing hair and getting pretty darn good at it if I do say so. Aveda is a pretty nutty place to go to...
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I know I know, it's been a while... But I have pictures coming soon! Lots and lots o' pictures! One of the many reasons I haven't updated is because not a damn thing has happened in my life! Still doing hair and getting pretty darn good at it if I do say so. Aveda is a pretty nutty place to go to...
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stickyrice:
I used to listen to Joseph Campbell tapes for hours and hours. Lectures, very academic. People thought I was nuts. I feel better now.
vonbaxter:
Happy New Year! Hope it isn't so "Hairy" 
Okay- I've been terribly bad about updating and I have to wake up in 4 hours so I'm going to indulge in some vanity rather than write a full length journal entry...
I've recently uploaded some pics and I thought I would share! I promise I will send you fun messages soon!
Brief update: I'm in cosmotology school (Aveda) and it's much harder than I...
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I've recently uploaded some pics and I thought I would share! I promise I will send you fun messages soon!
Brief update: I'm in cosmotology school (Aveda) and it's much harder than I...
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theinsomniac:
(Lame excuse alert!)
Come on, I want to know what you've been up to! Give us DETAILS!
Come on, I want to know what you've been up to! Give us DETAILS!
oracle:
hi
topaz:
newest picture files
Hmmm.... I'm tired of bitching in my journal. This time I will only talk about things I love:
Tater tots: or any fried potato goodness, really
Billy Holliday: Her velvet voice makes me all moody and sentimental.
My Kittens: Loki (the whumpus beast) has is on my lap with his head pressed up against my boobs- nose in cleavage! They are snuggle monsters!
Piercings: What...
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Tater tots: or any fried potato goodness, really
Billy Holliday: Her velvet voice makes me all moody and sentimental.
My Kittens: Loki (the whumpus beast) has is on my lap with his head pressed up against my boobs- nose in cleavage! They are snuggle monsters!
Piercings: What...
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vonbaxter:
Hope you have a Happy Friday the 13th!
theinsomniac:
Somebody seriously needs to update her journal....
So... how much does SG rule? Thanks guys for your super-kind responses to my ex-rant. Things have not been resolved and the lies keep flying but you guys were right- the people that care about me know that he's a loose canon anyway. Fortunately, he's out of my life and I'm finally realizing what a blessing that is. I just wish I knew that my...
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starguitar:
Hey... you seem pretty cool! Plus, anyone else who sits down and watches endless QAF must have more than just that in common with me.
theinsomniac:
The party was a smashing success!
sheesh.