Wednesday Jul 20, 2005

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I asked my husband to leave today. so now I'm at my best friends house for the night because apparently he didn't take me seriously or something and is still there.

I'm soo annoyed, and upset. he just doesn't get it...he doesn't get ME!!!!! I talk and talk and I might as well be talking to the walls. we've been in counseling for a year now and although we've made lots of progress he's still clueless. I'm drained. I have nothing left to give. and truthfully I gave up long ago, I kept thinking by some miracle he'd catch on and startd understanding me and where I'm coming from, but no...that isn't going to happen. obviously because I'm here instead of being at home where my whole life is.
I have to work early tomorrow too, which means I have to get up at the ass-crack of dawn to make it to work on time. I packed a bag really quick after I left the counselors in a huge rage screaming..."pack your shit and get out" I had rushed home and grabbed a bunch of stuff in case he was home tonight and now I realize I don't have all the stuff I need or want. grrrrr. I don't have PJ's.


I'm tired and stressed. frown blackeyed frown
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metaleric:
I went through all that with my ex-wife. After 9 years of marriage, years of counseling and 1 mental breakdown, I finally got the courage to file for divorce. Best thing I could have done. I finally have my life back. Of course we didn't have any kids, so it made it easier. Not sure if you do or not, but I imagine it would make the decision more difficult.

Hope you get things worked out.
dholokov:
oh no! And how terrible that he is forcing you out of the house. you should go there with two or three strong friends and ask them to remove him so he finally has to face things!!

Of course, my advice may not be the best.

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