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almost_retarded:
I generally think diplomacy is overrated but on certain occasions it comes in handy.
dholokov:
at least your dog gets really good treatment because you know animal shelter people, right?
I fucking love these guys. this cd in particular: Morphine~ "Yes"
Honey white
thank you to everyone who was so supportive the past few months and again the past couple of days. it means a lot to me to know you read my blog and give the advice that I know deep inside but can't summon the strength to listen to my own mind/heart 1/2...
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Honey white
thank you to everyone who was so supportive the past few months and again the past couple of days. it means a lot to me to know you read my blog and give the advice that I know deep inside but can't summon the strength to listen to my own mind/heart 1/2...
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saucissedanseuse:
damn,i've knowon you on sg for a long time, and yet i can't remember your age.
but honestly, looking at photos, i'd say 28.
but honestly, looking at photos, i'd say 28.
oa55:
you look about 25... but i'm not gonna let the secret out... 
I had an amazing day today.
mini golf, ice cream, a long walk at the resivoir and dam, then in the old train tunnel.
it was super beautiful outside.
I spent the day with an "ex". I really enjoyed his company. this freaks me out a bit. I lost trust for him when it "ended" between us. I don't know if I can ever trust...
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mini golf, ice cream, a long walk at the resivoir and dam, then in the old train tunnel.
it was super beautiful outside.
I spent the day with an "ex". I really enjoyed his company. this freaks me out a bit. I lost trust for him when it "ended" between us. I don't know if I can ever trust...
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user209834982:
ooo, i hadn't seen that video by goldfrap!
groove:
Hey, I hear you... when I get thoughts racing around in my head, I'm up all night.
Seriously, I understand it sucks that things didn't work out with you and your (former)sweetie. But you were expressing doubts a while ago because of the whole children thing... don't lose sight of what you want. It sounds really stupid, but I do believe these things happen for a reason. Maybe deep down, you knew this wasn't quite right. Or he's just a dumbass.
And I *love* that Element ad you posted... that's my car!!
Seriously, I understand it sucks that things didn't work out with you and your (former)sweetie. But you were expressing doubts a while ago because of the whole children thing... don't lose sight of what you want. It sounds really stupid, but I do believe these things happen for a reason. Maybe deep down, you knew this wasn't quite right. Or he's just a dumbass.
And I *love* that Element ad you posted... that's my car!!
FUUUUUCK!!!!!
I'm so god damned annoyed right now.
FUUUUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I guess I'm single again.
when someone you care about pushes you out of their live and give you the cold shoulder, there comes a time when you take the hints and walk away. that day was today. I'm going to miss him.
I just decided I need to get a body mod and soon...
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I'm so god damned annoyed right now.
FUUUUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I guess I'm single again.
when someone you care about pushes you out of their live and give you the cold shoulder, there comes a time when you take the hints and walk away. that day was today. I'm going to miss him.
I just decided I need to get a body mod and soon...
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thefreak:
I say pierce the kitty and have fun w/it. Fuck men. We suck.
-TM
I say pierce the kitty and have fun w/it. Fuck men. We suck.
-TM
flyer:
sending good vibes your way!
Mofo called me at 4:40 am looking for a ride....I'm not a fucking taxi company!
going to see Hookers and Blow tonight, my boys in Mongrel are opening for them .
oh and if you're bored I made another winey emo blog last night. go read it.
I gotta stop doing that. I'm gonna try to be a less winey me...starting today.
going to see Hookers and Blow tonight, my boys in Mongrel are opening for them .
oh and if you're bored I made another winey emo blog last night. go read it.
I gotta stop doing that. I'm gonna try to be a less winey me...starting today.
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socrates:
It's not whiney. You may have found the right guy to be with for the rest of your life. You may be ready to procreate, but does he know or/and understand it? You should talk to him about it. His pheromones may drive you crazy, but still ask him where he stands. Does he want children? Work from there....Sorry, just my 2 cents....I apologize if my coments anger/annoy you.
groove:
Don't cry, emo girl. 
Sorry, I couldn't resist. First, don't worry about the whiney posts... Not like most of us haven't been there. Dating sucks. But you'll figure it out... just takes time. Just never settle for less than exactly what you want. Never.
As for the mofo, I hope to hell you hung up on him.
And I hope you're enjoying yourself some this weekend! How were Hookers & Blow?
Sorry, I couldn't resist. First, don't worry about the whiney posts... Not like most of us haven't been there. Dating sucks. But you'll figure it out... just takes time. Just never settle for less than exactly what you want. Never.
As for the mofo, I hope to hell you hung up on him.
And I hope you're enjoying yourself some this weekend! How were Hookers & Blow?
fuuuuuuck! why is it that everytime I'm even near my sweetie he turns me on? he doesn't even have to do anything. there's something about him that makes me all wet. I used to drool a lot when I would see him, but that seems to have stopped, now I get the moistness somewhere else...GO ME!!!
my co-workers are trying to set me up with...
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my co-workers are trying to set me up with...
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once again myspace is being gay!
I wish I had something interesting and creative to say, you could re-read my last journal if you want.
sometimes I feel like running away...far far away. I have too many responsibilities though, I can't drop it all and leave. too many pets to care for, a job, clients...blah! it never ends.
things are so-so between my sweetie and...
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I wish I had something interesting and creative to say, you could re-read my last journal if you want.
sometimes I feel like running away...far far away. I have too many responsibilities though, I can't drop it all and leave. too many pets to care for, a job, clients...blah! it never ends.
things are so-so between my sweetie and...
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thefreak:
How come, if I may be so nosy? Characters?
-TM
-TM
sweetassugar:
Hey I wanna go Saturday!! And are we talking about a band we both like with a vertically challenged lead singer?
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strangekitty:
aww i hope you're feelin' better by now. and i hope everything works out with the pups and the vaccinations! don't want you to get in trouble, but don't allergicy doggies are not good either!
kissing girls is wonderful. so soft and squishy, i like to say. i just kind of feel weird because i was soooooo drunk.
kissing girls is wonderful. so soft and squishy, i like to say. i just kind of feel weird because i was soooooo drunk.
francesca:
I've heard of a lot of people being afraid of bridges, so you are definitely not alone. My spot hasn't become any bigger but I went to the doctor today and I am being checked for Lyme disease. I'm going to be stressing ver this for the next week until I get the results!
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takesatraintocry:
naughty, naughty banana! I've been up to similar passtimes lately.
sexybeast:
Thank you.
today was a little bit better.
when I got to work we had received the sheers that we won in a contest from May. yay!!!! $200.00 scissors!!! for everone! oh and they are soo sharp...they cut like a hot knife though butter. tonight I was wipeing them off with my finger and the blades were closed and I sliced my finger!!!! thats sharp!!!!
I went...
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when I got to work we had received the sheers that we won in a contest from May. yay!!!! $200.00 scissors!!! for everone! oh and they are soo sharp...they cut like a hot knife though butter. tonight I was wipeing them off with my finger and the blades were closed and I sliced my finger!!!! thats sharp!!!!
I went...
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scrap:
Muddy Buddy is a race where two people complete a 6 mile course. one runs a mile while the other rides a bike a mile. Then you switch. A the end of each mile is an obstacle like a climbing wall or some such thing - it's fun.
Yeah for $200 scissors.
Yeah for $200 scissors.
thefreak:
Uh, methinks you have to request me again. I never got it. 
-TM
-TM
1 step forward 3 steps back.
thats what I feel like sometimes. especially today.
I went to my sweeties last night for the first time in a week. and to my surprise he started smoking again. not only that he was acting kinda assy. he was making dinner and making tons of noise, throwing plates on the table, slamming shit around and what not. it...
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thats what I feel like sometimes. especially today.
I went to my sweeties last night for the first time in a week. and to my surprise he started smoking again. not only that he was acting kinda assy. he was making dinner and making tons of noise, throwing plates on the table, slamming shit around and what not. it...
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takesatraintocry:
As a smoker (I know, I know) I have to say I'm biased about the smoker bit of your journal. Yes, I actually can imagine how awful it is for you to see someone you care about getting sucked back in. But at the same time, try to imagine how tough it is to give it up, especially in a month or a season which is, by your own admission, fraught with anniversaries and baggage. I had my horrific breakup in March, and I guarantee you that, if by next March I've given up, it'll be a struggle to keep me from the cigs, or the booze, or any mind altering substance within a mile of me. This has nothing to do with who HE is, just a perspective on how much of a crutch that little bit of nicotine can be, and a plea for you to not take that out of context.
As for the other stuff, I can't be honest and positive. I've seen too many instances of yelling between kids and parents for me to ever be ok with it. Personally, I cop out; I know it's so hard to raise kids, and I don't want to do it badly. If he's treating his son in a way that you deem inappropriate or even distasteful, that's an omen for your future life together. And the not calling when the day is off of work thing might be a sign as well. I don't know. I don't know the whole story, and I'd never pretend that I could give a reasoned verdict on the big picture. All I'll say is: these are warning signs. They may warn of nothing, but they may warn of something you'll be glad to pay attention to. Hmmmm. I feel like an ass for writing that, but it's what first occurred to me, so I'll post this now before I feel the urge to moderate myself. Hope all is well.
As for the other stuff, I can't be honest and positive. I've seen too many instances of yelling between kids and parents for me to ever be ok with it. Personally, I cop out; I know it's so hard to raise kids, and I don't want to do it badly. If he's treating his son in a way that you deem inappropriate or even distasteful, that's an omen for your future life together. And the not calling when the day is off of work thing might be a sign as well. I don't know. I don't know the whole story, and I'd never pretend that I could give a reasoned verdict on the big picture. All I'll say is: these are warning signs. They may warn of nothing, but they may warn of something you'll be glad to pay attention to. Hmmmm. I feel like an ass for writing that, but it's what first occurred to me, so I'll post this now before I feel the urge to moderate myself. Hope all is well.
northern:
Sadly, if he's a smoker, he may very well always be a smoker.
It's a shame that he's going through some stuff, but that doesn't mean he should act the way he is.
Hope it's a brief phase and not the start of something.
It's a shame that he's going through some stuff, but that doesn't mean he should act the way he is.
Hope it's a brief phase and not the start of something.
in Memory of Layne Staley
(birthday 8/22/67)
Get Born Again
Sat suffering
I knew him when
Fair-weather friends of mine
Try not to think
I merely blink
Hope to wish away the lies...i..
Can you protect
Me when i'm wrecked
I pretend you're still alive
I....yeah....
(oooh....denied all....and tied all the lies)
I choose the day on damp and gray
Thick fog to hide our...
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(birthday 8/22/67)
Get Born Again
Sat suffering
I knew him when
Fair-weather friends of mine
Try not to think
I merely blink
Hope to wish away the lies...i..
Can you protect
Me when i'm wrecked
I pretend you're still alive
I....yeah....
(oooh....denied all....and tied all the lies)
I choose the day on damp and gray
Thick fog to hide our...
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strangekitty:
yuppers, they're real. he's got huge chili's tattooed on as sideburns, lettering on his eyebrows, and stars all over the left side of his face. he's a brave guy, but i guess having a job as the tattooed man of coney island makes it a little easier. he's an awesome performer, too.
he's a brave guy, but i guess having a job as the tattooed man of coney island makes it a little easier. he's an awesome performer, too.
northern:
I've gotten behind in people's journals, but I see you're now FreckledBananas?
And you've moved to Poland.
And you've moved to Poland.