tomosnemesis

I am so in love with Steve. I think about him and not another thing in this whole world matters. I've been having the month from hell and all I have to do is listen to our song, remember something he said, read something he's written...and it all goes away. He makes me feel like I'm freefalling, time doesn't exist. I love him so much it almost hurts. and I need that right now.
today was the day representing what my life has been like. i woke up late, my piercings bleeding, ran out to my car only to find it broken into and the steering column fucked up and it wouldnt' start. i barrowed my hungover roommates car and school sucked ass as far as interest goes. I did get that paper turned in and it didn't suck too bad. then i took a short nap and kept being woken up this afternoon. finally got my car fixed, yay, and now i'm going to chill.
sigh...i need a major catharsis...