tomlowe242

I'm sure it is just a by product of drinking too much lately but I feel incredibly low at the moment. I've struggled with low self esteem and low confidence for a long time but I'm finding it particularly difficult at the moment seeing my self worth. Worse than that I feel like I'm letting this view of myself spill over into my relationships with my friends and my new girlfriend. I feel like she is going to see all the things that I do and leave like everyone before. It's a hard subject to bring up to other people because I don't want anyone to know that there is anything wrong but I'm starting to feel pretty lost.