toiletooth

been spending my days pretty sober. go out still but tonight i had coca cola. played pool and i'm still good at it. fun. and you can play longer with no booze. i'm not totally sober like i had planned, but keeping my shit together. feeling the creativity coming back. i wonder if i did it inadvertantly for that? maybe. had a date today. it was nice. dunno where that shall go. drama finds me still even though i avoid it at all costs these days. don't date anyone- still it will be there. pathetic individuals flock. oops. i was mean again. i've been keeping it pretty shy lately. its better. you can fake like you're shy and avoid almost everything. hung out with rad folks tonight. 4 totally hot chicks who are all my friends and poohki. it was fun. shithoppers everywhere. that's tight yo. no its not. its loose as goose. so many awful hoochies. we're growing up. people disgust me. isetfires has it pegged, 9 out of 10 people suck balls. he wants to kill them all. just figured out what those voices i've been hearing for the last hour are- the tv i left on in my room for mable. freaked me out. kept trying to figure out if neighbors were fighting. forgetting that my neighbors are all old and asleep. if you ever have a hard time sleeping, try switching to all day shifts. sleep gains a whole new neatness. so do showers. especially when its cold in your house. my bed is surrounded by 6 windows. i'm not a whore anymore. except on thursday. that's my story.