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I feel so guilty doing that... I just know that if he doesn't want me to be part of his life I don't need reminders of him in mine

My best friend was doing internet searching... more like stalking... for a good picture of my razor blade necklace and now I am never going to be able to get rid of it or over this based on what he found:



Well, I'm not suggesting she slit her wrist or throat or anything....my girlfriend and I have, for lack of a better term, alternative viewpoints. As non-vanilla thinkers we sometimes find the strangest things interesting or attractive. Over the last few months some things beyond our control have made things very tough on the two of us and this was just something to say that no matter how painful things get, my heart is still with her. Love may hurt from time to time, but anything really worth having is worth the sacrifice.


FML.... I wish what he wrote there was true....