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So I moved back home...
He got drunk/high... I got mad...things got crazy and as a last possible resort I called my dad.
*stikes another failure*

I don't believe in Karma... At all.... shitty things happen because the world sucks...

a good friend's brother whom I also knew well was stabbed and killed at Cheli's this morning.. he showed up for work early to cook for the party they were suppose to have tonight and some pissed off ex employee came up there and stabbed Mark and Megan to death... two of the hardest working people I've ever met... gone because of some mentally unstable asshole....

I'm numb.... why do bad things keep happening...

My car was completely vandalized by psycho leaving death threats on my dashboard chica... It was reported to the police but I didn't report it to insurance.. Ian got me a deal through his work to get the paint fixed... It was expensive but not as expensive as my insurance going up.... Now I could understand this behavior/revenge if I actually was a hoe sleeping around with other girls boyfriends... but you know what... I'm not.... my last b/f and I never even had sex... not anything even close to it because he wouldn't spend time alone with me and I thought he was just really taking things slow... gah pisses me off to think about it... The more she harasses me the more I want to just fuck this guy to piss her off....

Depending on the how the funeral and such plays out.. I may just go to the SG holiday party on sunday... i really want someone to go with me though because I know NO ONE from this site yet and walking into a strange place alone is slightly intimdating....
We'll see I guess...

I really need to loose this black cloud that has been follwing me around....