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Tuesday Oct 17, 2006

Oct 17, 2006
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My ex fiance is in a hospital somewhere over 2,000 miles away dying and it's his own fault. This is the second time he's put himself, his family, and friends through this. This is the EXACT reason we went our seperate ways when he decided he wanted to move out of state.
Yes you guessed it. Chris flipped his truck after drinking.... You'd think one life threatening accident would snap him out of these immature ways.. but no... it's happened again and he isn't as lucky this time.
His mother has harassed me all day about me not coming out there. We haven't spoken since last year when he got out of rehab for the last incident. He started drinking and driving again and I walked out of his life... again....
I hate his mother... I really really do... she is evil... *common she stabbed her ex husband 4 times in the chest and has a creepy glass eye*
If he dies from this... I won't go to the funeral... for finacial reasons and personal ones too. His family hates me with the exception of his dad and sister.. but they are hated by them too. I've been preparing myself for something like this a long time because I knew it would happen. Chris had a problem he wouldn't acknowledge...

*sigh*

Does this make me a horrible person??
This is a relationship that hasn't exsisted in 4 years... we haven't talked over the past year... this is the reason I left him.. I'm happy with my "new" life.

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northern:
You're not a horrible person.

You don't owe him anything.

Sounds like you dodged a bullet by ending things with him, and you should move on.

You were engaged four years ago? You were awfully young.

(Yeah, I know, I sound even older than I am when I say something like that).

If you haven't even been friends with him for a year or more, why would anyone, especially his mother, expect anything from you? That's just wrong.

When a relationship or even a friendship ends, it's over. Period. It doesn't have to drag on for years afterwards.
Oct 20, 2006
kmatt:
There's things and people that are worth your time, and things that aren't. Classify this in the second and feel better. You owe him nothing, he owes you nothing, so just leave it at that. Sure, you can feel sorry if he does die, but don't burden yourself with responsibility when theres none to place.
Oct 27, 2006

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