tofubot

i just bought my plane tickets to get missy... and i dropped off my roll of film today to get em put on disc...

i got lucky that my plane tickets where 150 bucks less than i expected... so all my bill problems are looking pretty sweet... and really arnt't problems now. i love it when stuff pans out for a change...

however.. i had to laugh tonight... in pissy kinda glee..

liz called me tonight asking me if i had a coke hook up.... yeah, like i have a fucking coke hook up... i don't even sniff blow, and she expects me to have a hook up... i mean i used to.. but now.. nah. dumb cunt.

seriously.. i've thought many times about how nice it would be to put a bullet in her forhead. is it so wrong to wanna kill your ex girlfriend? i mean, honestly wanna murder them in cold blood and watch them gasp for their last breath at your feet because you without batting an eye admit to hating them. ... yeah.. that'd be nice... except the jail time afterwards

i'm sick of her wanting to fuck me, i'm sick of her wanting to sniff drugs with me, and i'm sick of her calling me... i try to avoid her... can't she go out of her way to avoid me too?

oh well.. i'll just eat a chicken bowl and watch lord of the rings while revelling in my own pathetic crapulance

ps: yay for the guy who invented the comfy chair.. damn my recliner rocks.