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I'm really looking forward to the Dropkick Murphys and Mighty Mighty Bosstones concert on Saturday. I love Dropkick Murphys and we've never gotten to see them live.

I've been thinking about this...I have friends, really good friends, who, God forbid, if anything happend to them, there's no way I'd ever find out. And that scares the crap out of me. Then that thought got me...
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lobster_mobster:
Weird how these things come about. This is a journal enty that I wrote this morning:

Thinking about the death of loved ones is a terrible pass time, yet I find myself doing it. I think that it is something that those of us who have lost someone close to us do more than others, I have been known to work myself into a panic attack thinking of such things. Just yesterday, Josh told me that the next construction jobsite is going to be in Napa and he will have to commute. What's the first thing that I thought? I'm already scared of him falling from scaffolding or something, now what if he gets into an accident on the drive to or from? But we can't let fear and worry keep us in a nasty little box of doing nothing. We all live and we all die, it's just a matter of when, and because we can't know that, we have to just let go of our terror at the thought of losing someone and allow ourselves to grieve when it does happen. It is easier said than done, but I promise I will do my best.

Eh, we have such heavy thoughts from time to time, don't we?

BTW, your muffins sound delicious. I ate dry toast this morning because I was in a hurry amd my tummy is jealous of yours.
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going to my bestie's house friday, then to dropkick murphy's saturday yay!!!

that is all, so tired.
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i'm hungry.

i dunno if i mentioned it, but i'm not blonde anymore.

really that's all the news i have.

dropkick murphy's next saturday!
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We're back from Nevada now. The viewing and funeral went ok...could've gone much better, but we survived. The funeral home didn't make things easy on any of us. First, when they made Nanny up for the viewing, she didn't look much like herself. They, for some reason, decided that she needed to be fat. They pumped her FULL of fluid, she was all swelled up....
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productiondiva:
thinking about you! ♥
productiondiva:
They have been calling her Birdie. Which is appropriate, because we wanted a golf related name. We will see once we get her home and see her personality if it sticks or not!
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Jeff's Grandma passed away yesterday morning at 3:20am.

She's been battling a stage 4 heart condition for about six years now. She was constantly on oxygen, and couldn't travel far from home. About a week ago she got Pneumonia, and her body just couldn't fight it.

She will be SORELY missed. It's been really hard on both Jeff and myself. Wont be online much this...
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productiondiva:
awwww. I am sorry. Big hugs
tds:
I'm sorry. If there's anything I can do, let me know.
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new post...not much to say. knee is healing nicely thank God. these fires are killing my asthma though...

my hair...changed again. it's...well....different colors. part is like almost strawberry blonde, and part is dark brown. no, not on purpose, but i'm a bit stuck with it until i can afford to go to a salon and get it fixed. it's not really thathorrible, but...
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tds:
I'm really sorry about your friend's stepfather. I can't fathom that.

It was really nice to see you and Jeff this weekend. I hope I can get out there sooner next time. smile
productiondiva:
Yeah I inhale every time I step outside. And my car is covered with fresh ash every morning. I miss seeing blue sky!!! frown Ok enough with the complaining

I am sorry about your friend's loss. Thats a hard thing to handle.

But glad you are doing better!!! smile
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I already typed this once... mad

My knee hurts...like bad. I haven't been in this much pain since my car accident when I sprained my neck. The doctor prescribed me Vicodin today though. I haven't taken any yet though, I don't like the stuff, but I'll take one before bet...oh yeah, it's on.

My friends are extremely important to me. I've had the same friends for...
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omeganightmare:
the best ones are the ones you still have, and really those are the only ones that matter.

I'm sure I've had friends when i was younger but tons of people stole from me and when the cool kids came around would make fun of me. I was also very shy.
catagogo:
My first best friend was this kid named Patrick Harry. I was going to marry him, we were friends til I was 11 and moved to California. It was HEARTBREAKING!
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omeganightmare:
yah huh, I like spinny rides and water stuff
catagogo:
thats WAY sexy! lol. i'm sorry honey, that sucks.
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so bored so bored so bored.

my knee hurts. i klutzed it up again and fell on it. then the next night i accidently ran into the bathroom doorknob and now i have a huge bruise on it. i'm so awesome. lmao
lobster_mobster:
Java Express is between Marie's feed store and that video store that used to be Flicks and now is like, Nazi videos or something (Im just pissed cause they won't give me an acct without a current phone bill).

It's been... interesting... to say the least... surreal
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Ok I've been asked for pictures of the new hair, and since I can't find the cord to upload pics from my camera to my laptop, I had to take the picture via my phone. I know, oh so myspace-y... Ok, this isn't the best pic ever, and it seems a bit longer cuz i'm sitting so scrunched. Also it's not been flat-ironed, but here...
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catagogo:
your hair looks adorable!
and rock band stuff looks EPIC!
productiondiva:
Yeah after our wedding in Nov., I whacked off 13 inches. I wanted to donate to Locks of Love and I did but then it was SHORT! smile It took a little getting used to not fully being able to pull it back into a pony. Now it has grown out enough and I find myself putting it up again most of the time! wink Old habits die hard