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The story so far...

Left Sac because it wasn't financially possible to remain there, and returned to the lake hungover and annoyed looking forward to the new apartment that, while in the middle of nowhere, was costing me nothing as well as being bigger than the one I had. Then I found out no work had been done on the apartment, and that it'd be...
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catagogo:
i'm sure you look great.
im sorry the lake is trying to eat your soul. frown
toez:
LAMERS.
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Haven't posted in ages. Haven't been around in ages. But I figure this warrants it.

I move back to the lake Saturday. It's a complicated situation, but the easy answer is money. As such, I don't know when I'll be around again, and I honestly don't think anyone really cares anyway. But it's all happening. By Monday I'll be out of Sacramento, at least for...
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marge:
I'll miss you.
joker_:
I'm in your damn profile pics man. So a friend request it is smile DIdn't you drop off for a while?
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Notes on nothing:

---I was unaware that in order to work in a disabilities department you had to be disabled yourself. I actually said that yesterday. Hey, they're the ones who have taken a fucking YEAR to send one fax, not me, and I've harassed them to no end. Idiots.

---When I pay to be in a class, it would be nice to actually be...
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toez:
i love your new profile pic! although you're gonna get lots of pervy guy friend invites now lol

who is she? i feel dumb for not knowing...should i know?

i'd do her though lol wink
elicit77:
I'm having second thoughts about making choices based on spur of the moment whims. frown GAH!
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I'm against resolutions, so fuck giving one. 2009 will be whatever it is.

Sacramento has lost the magic. Not like it ever had a whole lot, you understand, but still, I don't feel at home here anymore. Bad outweighs the not so bad. I'll see how I feel by summer, when the semester's over.

And the semester starts in like two weeks, which seems really...
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catagogo:
I totally watched that movie today with my kids at work!!!
justanotherwon:
they were awesome.. i cant even imagine how good that must feel, I'm not sure yet, but i think I've narrowed it down, which already feels amazing... I'm really excited for my classes, 2 of them I'm still wait listed on though :/

fashion analysis, psychology fundamentals, the psychology of death and dying, and intermediate sewing, which i might have to drop

my days are monday wednesdays, i cannot wait!

and those shows were amazing, would definitely pay to see them again, and again!
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An old friend of mine played on stage with Zappa Plays Zappa the other night at the Roxy. Won a raffle, which got him a guitar and an inpromtu jam with the band on stage. Apparently this is going to be on some DVD and he already has a large amount of pictures. Good on him; I remember this guy being the only person I...
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niobe:
Happy Holidays! kiss
niobe:
Thanks. smile
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The biggest drawback of anxiety attacks is the fact that the word "attack" is part of the title. Nothing good has the word "attack" in it, at least without the "ed" suffix and some female euphamism in front of it. But even THEN it could mean something all Bobbitty and nasty, couldn't it? So nothing good comes from attacks. What a load of shit.

Hey,...
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munke:
Hey... maybe this will help cheer you up?


May it remind you kindly of SGProm 2008!!!
toez:
sorry dude, that sucks bad. the only thing that works for me when that happens is to let it happen, almost embrace it. but then asthma attacks come along with mine, so i'm glad i don't have to go through it very often.
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So I have an audition to be the guitarist for a Christian music-performance thing coming up in the next week. I still can't figure out which part of that sentence makes me the most uncomfortable. The unpaying part, probably; the not being able to play anything beyond the "Pinball Wizard" intro the second. How did I talk my way into doing this? By breaking all...
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toez:
May's a busy month in the McMellon household. Birthdays, our anniversary, momma's day, etc. It makes it go by pretty fast.

Did you say you work on Saturday? Did I miss something?

Btw, I have no idea what the theme is tonight on Idol. Hope it doesn't suck.

Hope you're doing good, I'm still sick, but it keeps feeling like it's getting better, then blah again. That sucks. Hope it's gone before Thursday.
toez:
dude, where the eff is my idol buddy??
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Fact: no one reads anything I post after five PM, friends or not. I'm not bitter or anything, I just find it sort of funny. It gets dangerous to post when I'm in a mood like this, because the door opens a crack. Scary stuff. Stream of conciousness all around. Inner monologue out the ass. That's how I roll.

The Girlfriend is out of town...
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lobster_mobster:


My favorite as well biggrin
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Apparently my little blurb thing in the news and review was THIS week. I know this because the artist with whom I've developed an aquaintanceship told me about it when I saw him last night. The question from the paper was asking which artist I wanted to paint my portrait, and I just said Van Gogh because I couldn't think of anything. I got shit...
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omeganightmare:
thats the right answer for why you right. How do I know?....cause I put out fires cause I'm a fireman. wink


seriously though Yah do it cause that is you.

hey i'll be glad to see yah Saturday, even though I'll be drinking on like 20$...stupid taxes
catagogo:
i'm actually quite proud to say i did not bathe last night! i'mdrunkagain toonight too...., so we'll see how it goes.,
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There's a babbling homeless guy hanging out in the parking lot. I just noticed him when I took the trash out. Usually there aren't any babbling homeless out there; when I see them, it usually is just the people with shopping carts of neatly folded blankets and bags of cans. Crackheads seem to have moved on, or maybe they're just seasonal, I don't know. Spring...
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So, because we're starting the blues unit in music, we're going to have people bring in instruments and play. I'm curious how this will work; it was also mentioned we were going to write our own blues lyrics. I think I could do that. The dumb guy tried to make jokes ("Stairway to Heaven" is a spiritual! Hahaha) and got practically ignored. Overall, good day....
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Some vague stuff (will be less vague elsewhere, if only because I'm so good at it here):

I just made a critical decision. A major one. And I can't tell whether I should feel proud or embarrassed by it. You ever feel like that? Where something is just SO obvious that when you finally notice it (after...well...others do) that you can't tell quite how you...
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lobster_mobster:
WE GOT THE KEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYS!! biggrin biggrin biggrin