Well, if I am going to be allowed in SG Australasia I'd better get my journal going.
I'm thinking to myself What can I bring to the SG community? I guess, since I'm old enough to qualify for the geezer group, my experiences past and present. What do I want to put into this journal? Honest, real stuff - who wants to read about mundane what I had for breakfast etc blah (not that thats bad sometime)
So, whats happening in my life?
My life is currently shaped by the death of my wife from cancer in June
Pause (while I try to sort out all the things rushing through my head)
Pause (while I blink back a tear. I know that reads kind of melodramatically but its what actually happens)
Its funny, I don't necessarily feel too down, but the loss is real, and is always lurking. I feel changed.
Oh well
I'm thinking to myself What can I bring to the SG community? I guess, since I'm old enough to qualify for the geezer group, my experiences past and present. What do I want to put into this journal? Honest, real stuff - who wants to read about mundane what I had for breakfast etc blah (not that thats bad sometime)
So, whats happening in my life?
My life is currently shaped by the death of my wife from cancer in June
Pause (while I try to sort out all the things rushing through my head)
Pause (while I blink back a tear. I know that reads kind of melodramatically but its what actually happens)
Its funny, I don't necessarily feel too down, but the loss is real, and is always lurking. I feel changed.
Oh well
............Yeah, it's sucky. The thing is....my friend was very clear that she did not want to have sex with this person, who is an ex of hers basically. But they were both drunk, she to the point that she thought he was someone else and consented to have sex with him. I think that even drunk he should have known she did not want to, and I'm sure he was aware that she was really trashed, but not necessarily that she was mistaking him for someone else. It's always fuzzy, but I'm getting to feel less fuzzy about whether or not it was rape.
....In lighter things.... Hmm, that feels unnatural.
Lighter things later, deal?
yeah i dont think g.w. has any clue where any country is, except maybe afghanistan or probably not. he probably does well to find texas on a map of the united states, and washington dc has got to be tricky for him.
no they dont have any clue who did it, as far as i know, i havent read the news yet today though.
sorry about your wife, i can imagine that is extremely life changing and i know how much a person suffers with cancer, my mom has had it.
very sorry. hugs of comfort coming your way.
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