Friday May 20, 2011

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worlds come crashing down. It seems that every time i focus on an area of my life another one falls to ruins. work is finally noticing the efforts i put forth but now my home life falls apart. where is the silver lining. maybe the religious rite will have there way and chaos will descend on use Saturday...lol

Saturday Apr 05, 2008

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I have done it again. I don't know why I set myself up like this. She was a great girl caring, beautiful, smart and open to suggestion. I once again pushed the person i cared about most away over something stupid. what so i do now. its not as though i could turn back time. i miss her.