well, i won't be doing that again anytime soon... *shudder*
i hate that limbo-land between lucid dreaming and consciousness... where you aren't quite fully awake, but you're aware of your surroundings... this is usually the stage where if you try yelling... you can't muster more than a mumble, which only feeds the paranoia.
a sudden turn of events means that i'll be travelling to the... Read More
Yeah, that is a strange spot sometimes. I find it disturbing mostly when I'm forcing myself awake from a dream I'd decided had gone on long enought, you know? If it's a good dream, I will sometimes make myself fall asleep again so I can go back to the dream.
Yay for your family cabin! Sounds wonderful. Sudden turns of events seem to be going around these days...
if you truly woke up on the right side of the bed, there would have to be someone next to you. in that case, i got up on the wrong side of the bed. first thing i look at besides aol "news" is email. i don't know what i expect to find, as i usually stay up late on the computer. none of my friends are insomniacs, so it's just news related emails. yes, i'm one of those losers who subscribes to news websites. now THAT'S boooorr-ring.
Here's the first site I go, then email. I musta been on the other side of the bed - I think I strained my eyes and my back crocheting too much. That's sad on so many levels...
Wow, that impresses the hell out of me. Rare is the person, especially one who's a parent, who has their shit together enough to say "Hey, I don't like which way I'm headed - let's go back to formula and do it right." Especially when going in the right direction involves helping people half a world away.
Now I'm concocting a plan... one of our coworkers, the life of party, is out sick. I'm thinking when he's back up and running he'd love to help me put it into action. I gotta ask, what kind of cold soup? Easy is good!
the multi-house dinner party was a success on all levels... great crowd... great food... great fun. we went until midnight or so... though, the special coffee pretty much gave us all a second wind. go figure.
well that was a satisfying morning culinary affair...
started the Peace Corps application yesterday... it's bout damn time i did, considering i'd been talking about it for several months now. all i have to say is THANK GOD i didn't take that clandestine position that the CIA offered me back in middle school... otherwise, i'd be exempt from consideration in the Peace Corps.
it's always funny to see someone else write my name on something... i can't help but wonder what goes through their mind as they check, doublecheck, and check again on how to spell it... What the fuck?! Man, this guy's parents were messed up! or something like that, i can only imagine.
i can't wait for the day when people no longer stink up the bus... or anything else for that matter. so, it's officially "the year of the blues". do you feel different? i don't.
it doesn't explain what i've been craving. that's totally open to interpretation, cuz i have no idea.
this is a promotion by default. my boss might be leaving, so they want to put me in charge. basically, i already am, but this would mean a pay raise, an office, and yet more responsibility. not sure if this is good or bad. i've recently lost my ability to distinguish between right and wrong lately. too much aspertame perhaps?
weird dream #248,541: i jumped off of the side of a building, and while falling (headfirst, arms out like wings), a pigeon got stuck in my armpit, so i held onto it for the rest of the ride down... when i landed (on my feet, superhero style), i took the pigeon out from under my wing (heh), and tossed it up in the air... it... Read More
pineapple crush- you made my day.