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Wednesday Jan 26, 2005

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I know I havent written in here for a while. It isnt like I forgot or anything. I think it is just that when I write in here I then go and search around and read different threads and get kind of bummed. I find myself looking at all these beautiful women and I begin to feel very inadequate. I guess thats the story of my life. Anyway I am not trying to throw a pity party or anything just explaining my absence. Even in the threads I sometimes feel like an outsider. I dont know.

Anyway classes start Friday. I dont have any friday classes. So I begin my student teaching on Monday. I will be student teaching all day Monday and Wednesday. All day Tuesday and Thursday I have classes. Monday, Tuesday, and Friday evenings I work. Wednesday and Thursday evenings I have a class. I will be quite a busy little bee. Plus somehow, inbetween all of this, I will be planning a 2006 wedding and an engagement party for this summer....if I make it that far wink

Plus if I dont start eating a little more healthy I am going to turn into a ball. Ok, I dont eat THAT unhealthy but it could be better. If I want to fit into a wedding dress I am going to have to slim down a bit. And damn it I just want to feel healthy....it is a good feeling.

Doctors appointment for Saturday. I am going to the "special doctor" and by that I mean the gynecoligist. Been having some lower abdominal pain on and off. Time to check it out. I know, TMI. Sorry.

Since I am damn close to broke after paying my last school bill Mike bought my books for me online last night. I get paid Friday and will hopefully be able to pay him bakc atleast a little. I told work at the begining of my break that I was available to work any extra hours. However since it is the post holiday season and everyone is in dire need of money to pay bills no one has really been out and when there is someone out. Plus when someone is out they are able to play with the ratios and move teachers around so that they dont have to call anyone else in and pay them. As long as not too many teachers are out and depending on how many kids show up they dont always need the extra help this time of year. Oh well.

Right now I work afternoons. During last summer they had me on for about 7-8 hours a day. Sometimes I would get a break sometimes I would not. Since they dont pay us for lunch the work day there is actually 9 hours. Anything under that they consider part time. Not like full timers get anything better. They have no benefits, they get paid real crappy, they work their flippin asses off, and to be honest not too many stay. I am working there for experience. This summer I am going to try and keep my afternoon hours there and get a full time day position somewhere else. I dont want to give up the job completely because they are really flexible when I am in classes.

Anyway, now I am just rambling. Hope everyone is having a nice week smile
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karalynn:
Sorry. You seem really bummed. Sometimes I think I could never measure up to the hotness that most SGs are. But then I get over it. Hope you do too. Squirters Unite!!!! biggrin
Jan 26, 2005
thisismyalias:
Hmm, kind of surprised to read that SG makes you feel inadequate. I always felt that that was the beauty of SG no bullshit, unrealistic perceptions of what it means to be hott. Oh yeah, and cause youre hella hott! But seriously, I think its fair to say that you are among good people here and should never, ever feel indifferent about yourself.

Good luck with the wedding planning. I too am busy with that, only I need to put on a few pounds, else my fianc may look as though she is marrying a coat rack with a tux hung upon it.
Jan 26, 2005

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