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Last journal of the year.

Resolutions are as follows: get over this bullshit of self loathing. Lose 15 lbs, 10 by may remainding 5 by july.
Get some damned Girlsex, or at least some girl kisses.
Website..up n' runnin'

My year has been quite interesting. I decided I wanted to make porn, I metBrandonLongwood, and he helped me put that vision together. I...
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femmeinla:
Happy New Year!!!!! Enjoy the parties tonight!
_pie_:
happy new year sweetie smile
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have a great Christmas you guys.
I love you.
My holiday thus far has been ok.
I had a nervous breakdown last night, Talked with my mom about my self loathing issues.
I will repair my soul. I found that I do create these issues, I do.
Im a big girl.

No girlsex..but all is well. I have had quit awesome sex in my old...
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necia:
*hugs*

Mom talks can sometimes be really helpful for that.

Merry late Christmas! kiss
wildswan:
I hope that your time off brought you some epiphanies, and a lovely time! kiss
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So if i watch LOTR:return of the King again,I will probablly get put in a home. Those fucking movies make me cry like a bitch with a skinned knee. Esp. the final one. The hobbits really break me up.

Ebay is crack. Really its no fair.

Brian is the most amazing creature ever. We woke up in the middle fo the night and he just...
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prockgirlscout:
Oh noooooes! *sniffle*

ontothenext:
You're addicted to Ebay too?? It really should be illegal.
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Today I will be a busy bee, learning how to use the webcam, learning my ipod, and working out.
I have a tummy ache today..kinda blows. Tonight I will drink beers and watch Red Dwarf.
Thanks to everyone who has sent me Chirstmas cards. This is first year I have gotten any from people. Its nice to feel like someone cares about you.
The girslsex...
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connielingus:
What a cute heiney!! smile

Hmmm....bands you should get into....
I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE this band from Canada, The Tea Party. They're kind of obscure, but their music is magical. They're very hard to catagorize, amazon describes their music as---"uniquely their own, earthy, exotic, with neo-progressive flourishes and Middle Eastern sounding melodies." My fav album is Transmission, but they're all wonderfull. GREAT sex music, too!! wink

Awww, I wanna send you a Christams card!! Send me your address, maybe it'll get there in time. I'm big on cards cus I'm a sap.

kiss kiss kiss
xxtmnt87xx:
just so you know the order from jts stockroom showed up on my credit card so yeah it worked :-)
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If it was any of you who bought me the webcam..Thanks. Brian didnt do it, and I'm not sure who else would have known I wanted one except some of you. So cheers.
I will be playing with it this weekend. Dont expect too much considering Sat morn I typically look like a hobo till about 3pm when i shower..so Im not going to be...
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eternalxile:
They moved the Cowboys game to TONIGHT!!! Damn you, NFL blackout rules!!!
jennylou:
...yeah the baby frightens me a bit tongue

Yay for getting to see your family!

...and dang that card got there quick, then again we are not all that far apart tongue


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...and you look purdy everyday sweetie kiss

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So i took today off.
after the nervous breakdown last week I needed a day alone.
So hope everyone is haveing a happy tuesday. I will be cooking and working out and reading. ALONE!!!
yay quiet time. I need to get my head out of this funk. My heart is so hurt from what I did to myself last week.

my main issue will always...
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panthro:
you are such a naughty girl! and it gets me all warm and fuzzy inside!
i'm gonna be home either thurs or fri. so maybe we can chat again!

and stop with the negative waves, you are a hot little piece of ass, a nice person, and people like you. dumb shit happens to all of us. every time you get negative, i'm gonna punch you in the kidney! eeek biggrin
elizathetroll:
GIRLSEXPIE!! love

I love the red undies, by the way.
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It seems some of my old friends found me..huzzah.

I need to workout today..I have an assload of stuff to do today, so i cannot waste my day online, though I would love to.
so, now that I have finally entered the world of DSL i am taking full advantage of it..which mean I have been playing around with porn and you tube, yeah keeps...
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rudiecantfail:
Haha I guess the new account is good in a way, you get to clean your SG house so to speak smile

How you doin' this fine Monday morning?
rudiecantfail:
I hear ya. Sometimes I wish I could hibernate from Halloween until St. Patty's day, and skip Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Years, and Valentines Day.