New avatar is from google, I typed in Big Jersey Hair..and this is what I got. Hair to melt your face off.
So I have been focusing on getting out of this job I am in now, I hate it. Well two days ago Brian called me and said my old boss, the owner of the company Brian works for, wants to meet with me. I walked out of there about a year and a half ago. I just quit one day, no notice. The general manager was an ass to me. I loved it there though. I just got emotional and rolled out. It worked though,the time I was out of there led me to my adult work and then led me to here. All these things I have manifested. So my energy attracted a possible return to a very well paying job. The owner saw things in me that the people here will never see, because they dont want to look. Anyhow, I meet tomorrow moring with the owner. I have the upper hand, I dont NEED this job so I can work things in my terms, and that pleases me.
I love my video games. I put my jammies on last nite and played away.
Im designing a robot right now, I have ideas. Its just in the back of my head, it will be a kit bash of some Gundam stuff.
Thank you to your reponses of my last journal. Im very much interested in so much how others look at weight, and why they judge people as less than worthy depending on their body type. It wasnt really a post about my body until the end. I just hate seeing women kill themselves for someone else. be happy with you for fuck sake. Im getting there.
This weekend will be productive to say the least. I need new pics, maybe i will get around to that.
This time last weekend we were getting ready to have a yummy breakfast with my mom. After having Kaluha and pizza the night before. FUCK, i miss everything that was last weekend.
So I have been focusing on getting out of this job I am in now, I hate it. Well two days ago Brian called me and said my old boss, the owner of the company Brian works for, wants to meet with me. I walked out of there about a year and a half ago. I just quit one day, no notice. The general manager was an ass to me. I loved it there though. I just got emotional and rolled out. It worked though,the time I was out of there led me to my adult work and then led me to here. All these things I have manifested. So my energy attracted a possible return to a very well paying job. The owner saw things in me that the people here will never see, because they dont want to look. Anyhow, I meet tomorrow moring with the owner. I have the upper hand, I dont NEED this job so I can work things in my terms, and that pleases me.
I love my video games. I put my jammies on last nite and played away.
Im designing a robot right now, I have ideas. Its just in the back of my head, it will be a kit bash of some Gundam stuff.
Thank you to your reponses of my last journal. Im very much interested in so much how others look at weight, and why they judge people as less than worthy depending on their body type. It wasnt really a post about my body until the end. I just hate seeing women kill themselves for someone else. be happy with you for fuck sake. Im getting there.
This weekend will be productive to say the least. I need new pics, maybe i will get around to that.
This time last weekend we were getting ready to have a yummy breakfast with my mom. After having Kaluha and pizza the night before. FUCK, i miss everything that was last weekend.
I really think that Im onto something in my life. I am so glad.
- I feel more in tune with me
- When I eat I feel "full" not guilty
- Im finding success in everyday matters
- People from my past are contacting me to be in their lives
Have a great friday.
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I always feel so sad when you worry about your weight.
You post pictures of yourself, and you look great.
Trust me, you're a few hundred pounds less than what it would take for me to think you're fat.
But I'm glad that lately you've had all these great things happen for you.