I've just told the older brother bout the deed. It's not as big of a load off the shoulders as I thought it would've been. I thought once he left my tiny little world would have been deflated a bit, but to no luck. Still feels kinda crappy inside. I still made a huge mistake. I feel like I'm still paying for it.
Maybe thats what this is all about.
Spoiled myself with an Aveda full body massage the other night.
Might go catch a movie today.
might just sit home and watch football.
Need to buy a winter jacket. It's 10F outside.
sold my iPod.----had to dust it off first tho.
Maybe a health nap would help. Maybe thats the opposite of what I need.
A guy works ALL week and just wants to relax a bit. But, this yearning to get out and do shit tugs at the strings.
life filled with maybes......
I need some time away. alone.
Maybe thats what this is all about.
Spoiled myself with an Aveda full body massage the other night.
Might go catch a movie today.
might just sit home and watch football.
Need to buy a winter jacket. It's 10F outside.
sold my iPod.----had to dust it off first tho.
Maybe a health nap would help. Maybe thats the opposite of what I need.
A guy works ALL week and just wants to relax a bit. But, this yearning to get out and do shit tugs at the strings.
life filled with maybes......
I need some time away. alone.
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As for the buttheads who are now sorting through their $1000 worth of new toys on my dime... I agree, surely... It will come back to them. *twiddles thumbs anxiously* (It would be nice if my money came back to me first though....)