HEY XUXUs o/
Posting here for those who are worried about what happened this night, explaining what happened, I had an exam scheduled and they only told me the date a day before (because the secretary said she would schedule me, I asked what date was available and she never replied, and the day before she sent me a message asking me to confirm my presence the next day)
I ended up accepting the time anyway so that I could return to the doctor and he could immediately order the surgery with all the specifications I wanted to know what they will be, so I didn't eat well before I started fasting (I haven't been eating well lately actually because I'm not able to cook and take care of myself and there's no one to do it for me either)
Normally I am already feeling weak, unwell and because of that I am also insecure most days
I think that going so long without eating to do the exam and all the medication to prepare the exam collapsed, I woke up at dawn feeling very sick, I went to the bathroom and when I was opening the door to go out I fainted, I didn't see myself falling, I just blacked out and woke up on the floor with my heart racing and breathing heavily, I was sweating a lot, but I guess I don't know if I had a fever because I wasn't willing to check it myself I stayed there for a while I got up and went to the hallway that leads to my room, then I passed out again and woke up panting, with my heart pounding and screaming in a lot of pain, my daughter woke up at that time and brought me water
Maybe i hit my head on the toilet, bathroom sink or even the floor, i don't remember where it was but my body was all sore and i got a bump on my head
Then I went back to sleep (they fought with me because you can't get hit on the head and go to sleep right away) but that's all I managed to do
I woke up 2 hours before the exam and took the last medication to prepare for the exam, I woke up with a lot of pain and vomited
I was sweating a lot again, and again I don't know if I had a fever because I wasn't willing to check it myself I tried to go back to sleep before it was time to leave the house, my brother didn't show up to take me (he forgot that we had agreed ) so I asked for an uber, everything went well in the MRI exam, it was fast, but I felt very cold, on the way back my brother picked me up, we finally went to lunch <3 then he took me home, I still got sick, I slept a lot whole afternoon and woke up feeling a little better
Despite everything that happened, I felt very grateful for being able to take this exam, which is almost the amount of a minimum wage, and for all the support and affection that I'm still receiving even after a so much time without being able to produce content
thank you <3
