timeoftheeclipse

im just like my dad
i hate it

im so fuckign unhappy with every aspect of my life right now.
its not even funny.
i am so unfulfilled
my job is going nowhere, and in fact, has kind of soured me on the plan i had for the future.
living at home has turned me into a cranky bastard. i stay locked in my little room all the time.
my car is draining every last cent out of my bank account.

sigh

i wish i could just start over from the begining.
or jsut stop it all
how did my life end up this way?
im having a midlife crisis.
im 27
ive lived longer than i had ever thougth i would
but is what im doing now actualy living?
i dont think so