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growing apart... hurts.

i made an appointment to have my head shrunk. then i cried.









i'm scared.

whatever
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j_a_z_z:
*BIG HUGS* sweetie
lielock:
don't be scared.... *hugs*
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so, i've been neglecting my cyber-bff, the internet, lately. i'm so fracking exhausted. who knew nannying was so exhausting!? well... i guess i did, but last time i did it full time-ish i was a few years younger, lol. props to stay at home moms, cause giving all your attention to a child all day long it ridiculously draining.

here's a few recent tidbits:
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pammy:
Thank you sweetie!
booterpops:
You will be awesome however you end up. kiss
You know the worst part about that iPhone? He got it for free and I hate him a little for it. wink
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ok, ok... i'm over it. i think my endorphins were at an all time low or something. i'm feeling a bit better today... thanks for all my comments. you guys rule!

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sfaery:
I'm glad you feel better! I love your journal and vids love
alisa:
i'm sorry to read that you were having some down time. but it's cool that you're back on an upswing.
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right now, this very second, i really hate my life, my body, and myself in general. i'm so fucking emo right now, it literally hurts. lame.

*has pity party*

someone please just kick me in the head.

frown whatever surreal
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burningleviathan:
Sorry you are feeling crap. Remeber when you were feeling great and realise you haven't changed from then. You're a good woman and quite the hottie
candycrimson:
I for one really enjoy your videos. I can relate to so many of the things you're talking about and I think it takes a lot of courage to speak about it all. smile
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seriously? i got at least three comments on my last blog about how people hate my videos. wtf.
if you don't like it don't watch... i was under the impression that this was my blog and i was to do with it as i pleased.

whatever
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groove:
I like the vlogs... but they don't always work for me... crappy 'net connection. Not your fault... plus your voice is sexy, so vlog away! wink
junnie:
Don't cry, you are lovely and amazing and things have a way of working out. You are not alone and yeah things pretty much suck for a ton of people right now.
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i've totally got issues. so many issues. and they're keeping me from doing what i want and need to do.

LAME.

PS- i had a dream about makeup last night, lol.

whatever smile
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sofatron:
i know your not, i was just saying that because you mentioned them when you lost 30
instantkarma:
a little indulgence is allllllllright. necessary even in my case. tongue & you deserve it lady.
i hope you find your way on track soon, don't beat yourself up you've made awesome progress.
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fauna:
That is soooo bad ass!
enric:
thanks for your comment timber wink kiss
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Hi. I'm Allison, and I'm a nanny. These are my stories.


you may learn some things about me that you didn't already know, and maybe don't care about, lol.

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groove:
We could never hire you... my wife has a rule about super hot nannies! wink
bethy13:
you are adorable. and you make me want to start posting video blogs lol.
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here's an update on my fluffiness.
this is from my last appointment, which was last friday. (i know, i'm a little behind)


and a bonus for those of you who want to know more:

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

WARNING: i look mostly like crap here.

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sofatron:
well then... i dont know what to say... my logic is allll whacked out
runround:
thank you gorgeous! congrats you're amazing! kiss
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douchebaggery at the book store.

my friend Kimmie and i got completely conversationally blindsided by this guy at borders tonight. it was so strange. it absolutely felt like one of those pick up artist deals... where the guy is a total ass and some how gets chicks. cause this guy was a real ass master. he came out of no where. we were just minding...
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punknitemike:
he was probably just hitting on ya!

ya coming along for my East Coast excursion? no Insubordination Fest this year, instead its just gonna be a roadtrip to the East Coast to hang with as many SG people as we can. june 24th - 29th...hitting up virginia, delaware, philly, baltimore and jersey and who knows where else. its gonna rule i tell ya!

come to ohio and hang out!
jctrue:
i am glad

jc
xxx