Sunday Oct 07, 2007

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i'm back smile
i had loads of fun in c-bus. i love hanging out and being stupid with jennifer.

and now... let the emo begin.

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when i get sad, i don't just get sad. it's like i hemorrhage sadness....
i can't just be sad about leaving columbus and my fun weekend ending.
i have to rehash all those feelings about leaving c-bus in the first place, all those feelings of failure...
and think about the boy that i liked not liking me, at all.. and all those feelings of inadequacy and inferiority....
think about the friend i have who's mad at me or something for reasons i can't fathom...
think think think.... i think to much.
thinking makes me SAD. and i hate that... GRRRRR!

and on top of all that, the antibiotics i'm on for my sinus crap are giving me a yeast infection.
NOT FUN!



also, i spent WAY to much money that i DON'T even HAVE! but i got some good stuff, lol.

here's hoping that tomorrow is better...

surreal


and i love you guys. i was so happy to come back to such nice comments and messages. it really lifted me up! thanks ya'll.

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fernando37:
thank you baby....hugs for you too..i hope you feel better soon...... kiss
misshavok:
Sorry things are sucky. Poo all over the bad stuff. Hey, I was wondering where did you get that leopard blanket you have? Also.....how are the veggie sausage? I really only like Boca burgers. I have found that the veg bologna and chkn were not to my liking.

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