Lately I've been really uninspired to write.I'll sit for like a half hour and realize I'm still looking at the same page...my mind is on something else. Maybe on something I want or what i'll do later or tomorrow or someone... There are times when I feel prolific but it's never when I'm home 
usually the thoughts just run through my brain so quickly and...
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suicidesmitty:
well it seems that the writing thing is going better now. I think if it were easy, Melanie Griffith would have a best seller. Keep writing... we (well at least I) enjoy it.
Alone, unafraid, and grateful to be able to have some peace.I lie down alone in my bed, starring at the ceiling only paying attention to the images I see when i close my eyes. Lying there, by themselves. Not wanting to get out. So used to being locked away. Now there's nothing there to distract me from myself. I lie there wondering the whats, hows,...
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silencenoir:
"alone" time is good for the body but most of all, it's good for the mind. I'm not so sure that those people who always feel alone, think the same. But I think having time to yourself is a good thing. At least, it's good for me.
The new picture is sexy....I love your septum piercing. *rawr*
enjoy the day, be good or be good at it!
The new picture is sexy....I love your septum piercing. *rawr*
enjoy the day, be good or be good at it!
freyja__:
ahh.. the sounds of silence.
gotta love it.
gotta love it.
feelin good today folks. a little bored but ok nonetheless
you live and you learn.
well, I'm looking for new roomies and a new place
I have tons of phone calls to make so for now adios!!!!
you live and you learn.
well, I'm looking for new roomies and a new place
I have tons of phone calls to make so for now adios!!!!
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silencenoir:
awwww.....thanks for checking up on me.....i'm doing alright. i'll be better.... it's just a tough time right now.
good luck finding a new place and roommates... i guess it wouldn't really be hard in NY. heh just make sure they aren't psycho!
enjoy your day sweetie... much lovings to you.
good luck finding a new place and roommates... i guess it wouldn't really be hard in NY. heh just make sure they aren't psycho!
enjoy your day sweetie... much lovings to you.
freyja__:
horray for new cellphones.
good luck with the new housing stuff!
xoxo
good luck with the new housing stuff!
xoxo
lately Ii've been suffocating under the stress.I was in a whirlwind and I felt like I couldn't breathe. Everywhere i turned there seemed to be another problem to face.
For the most part things have been worked out and today I feel a lot better. I'm rested , calm, relaxed. and relieved
I'm gonna go out and enjoy the nice weather.
For the most part things have been worked out and today I feel a lot better. I'm rested , calm, relaxed. and relieved
I'm gonna go out and enjoy the nice weather.
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freyja__:
that's great.
it *is* so gorgeous out today.
i hope you get lots of sun-lovin!
it *is* so gorgeous out today.
i hope you get lots of sun-lovin!
pyronautica:
Have fun dahlin! Don't let bad times get you down.
Need a massage?? *hugs*
Need a massage?? *hugs*
lost my cell phone..... 
my head hurts and I am in dyre need of sleep...
my head hurts and I am in dyre need of sleep...
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tronvillain:
So, it was a good night then? *chuckle*
click_here:
it will get better soon....
Friday! although, it's been one bad thing after another, I'l try and make up for it tonite...
list of shit that went bad:
1-went to make a deposit and to my surprise there's a negative balance!
2- because I had a negative balance I didn't have enough to pay my bills
3-go to develop pics only to find out the guy left five minutes before...
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list of shit that went bad:
1-went to make a deposit and to my surprise there's a negative balance!
2- because I had a negative balance I didn't have enough to pay my bills
3-go to develop pics only to find out the guy left five minutes before...
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click_here:
ill FedEx you some of those gold chocolate coins. this way you might be able to get some more money for passing them off as 16th century gold peices at a pawn shop and if that doesnt work out you can always eat them..
the weather this weekend should be real nice so dont worry...........BE HAPPY!!!!!!!
the weather this weekend should be real nice so dont worry...........BE HAPPY!!!!!!!
suicidesmitty:
two words....
NOODLE.
RAMEN.
NOODLE.
RAMEN.
it's a busy day! days like this I wish there were more hours so i wouldn't have to rush. but it does make life more exciting.
hmmm...what the hell am I doing on here if im in such a rush? i can't get enough of your love!!!!
hmmm...what the hell am I doing on here if im in such a rush? i can't get enough of your love!!!!
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freyja__:
the movie was cute!
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aartaxx:
Did you come up to White Plains yesterday?
I wanna be on an airplane and just fly away somewhere. anywhere but here. *sigh*
I'm in a weird living situation and just can't wait to get out!! I have 2 roommates who just make me sick! There's so much fucking tension in this place. I walk in and everything goes silent. I can't even talk to them anymore or I'll hear them talking about...
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I'm in a weird living situation and just can't wait to get out!! I have 2 roommates who just make me sick! There's so much fucking tension in this place. I walk in and everything goes silent. I can't even talk to them anymore or I'll hear them talking about...
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silencenoir:
hehehe... I as SO wondering how the pants ripping happened. but just one question....did you have anything underneath?
poetik:
If you get on the plane, can I come too? I can't wait to leave!!!
I'll burn a candle and meditate on good things for you! Get the right karma going!
I'll burn a candle and meditate on good things for you! Get the right karma going!
I feel a cold coming on. I'm gonna fight it with all my might dammit! 
on other news....I ripped my pants!
I'm feeling silly today...
let me get outta here and get to washing my clothes...
on other news....I ripped my pants!
I'm feeling silly today...
let me get outta here and get to washing my clothes...
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ruiner:
Cold suck ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. I just got over mine Now I watch you suffer MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA 
Just kidding feel better soon
Now I watch you suffer MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Just kidding feel better soon
click_here:
watch out, im gonna throw orange juice filled balloons into your window. followed by a barage of Ricola
fell better......oh and
haaaaaaaaaa-haaaaaaaa!!
fell better......oh and
haaaaaaaaaa-haaaaaaaa!!
I got sleep, feel alive once again.
I'm gonna take a friend's advice "If people don't take the time to get to know you as a person then they're not worth it". some people are just so pretentious.
anyway, I was in my own porn movie on sat. I went to a fetish party and had a little too much fun at the expense of...
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I'm gonna take a friend's advice "If people don't take the time to get to know you as a person then they're not worth it". some people are just so pretentious.
anyway, I was in my own porn movie on sat. I went to a fetish party and had a little too much fun at the expense of...
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poetik:
Yay for the photoset!!! 
and life goes on. I've also lreaned communication often helps more than you think. And I have to admit that's something I have to work on. I'm just so used to internalizing everything and just letting it fester...
As for people, I saw this quote one day that I think summarizes it perfectly : "Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you feel that you, too, can become great..."
and life goes on. I've also lreaned communication often helps more than you think. And I have to admit that's something I have to work on. I'm just so used to internalizing everything and just letting it fester...
As for people, I saw this quote one day that I think summarizes it perfectly
: "Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you feel that you, too, can become great..."
ruiner:
Mmmmm sleep sounds good