Okay, I am going to cry. *chuckle* We will miss you D, and like SilenceNoir I would like to stay in touch (my MSN is obviously tronvillain@hotmail.com). Luv ya babe. I hope everything does perfectly for you!
but we just barley met! you cant go. ill miss you and we cant have that.........on the other hand. everyone needs there journy. an ill send you me contact info should you ever get in abind, any where.
I've been gone for a few days. I swear I don't mean it. I keep getting caught up in this tangle where i have no time to get online. Damn real life and it's demands on my time
is it weird when your dreams actually coincide with your horoscope and then somehow they correlate into your real life??
I think I'm manic or something. I have so much energy. I wanna bounce off the walls and run around in circles.
so, Thursday I saw a friend of mine who I really wasn't talking to for a while...and at first there was some silence until I took my uptight attitude and killed it. Then I was ok and talkative and joking as usual.
living in complete and utter chaos, where nothing is planned yet everything is routine. Living in this empty place yet full of people. It's the irony of life.
I'm beginnin to pack my stuff.
I'm beginning to miss this place already. I'm not sure why.
Today I will see a friend who I haven't seen in ages and it seems a bit weird for me.... Read More
I hate the fact that I have to see my face everytime I write a journal. I hate mirrors and I hate to look at pictures of me. No, I don't have low self confidence. I just find it eerie that I can stare at myself...
anyways, today is tuesday...nothing special on the agenda.
I've been lonely? I hate that. I am independent but apparently... Read More
you are such a sweetie! an a pretty one a that.
i know waht you mean about seeing yourself everytime you log onto your journal. thats why i switched images once in while............
but your face, who could ever get tired of looking at that.
today I feel good. I'm a bit confused. When I try to think or look ahead I see nothing. I've never been one with a plan but as time passes my father's words ring in my head "where will you be five years from now" ?
it's too much work to plan and I never stick with one thing for too long. I think I... Read More
bartending sounds like a load of fun!! I hope you find what you're looking for
I'm like you, I can't stand doing nothing. I'm looking for a second job too. I was thinking maybe a sex shop or something very different from my every day job.
*goes off and sings.... just another manic monday.... oh wooooo*
Funny, when I think of my five year plan, which has always been really fluid, I'm never there five years later anyway.
2 jobs! good luck! I;ve had 2 jobs most of my life, and I finally have only one, and it's funny it kinda makes a difference. I can actually relax sometimes. Plus I never had time to do anything coz I was always working or goign to work, or coming from work... well you get the idea.
I'll just have to remember predictions don't always come true...
I'm lost in my world of monotony. (wishing I could express myself alot better ) The color of boredom is clouding my vision of the world. Making it seem like something it's not. My head hurts again like It does every single day. I pop these pills like candy and I've been eating way too much. I'm drowning in my sorrows and not looking forward... Read More
i lost my entire entry. I actually wrote a long entry!
It's unseasonably warm today. ahhhhh, just in time. I was yearning for the heat again. After complainin about it over the summertime I wanted it back. I hope the entire weekend is like this!
well, been working like crazy to make that$$ to get the hell outta here! so far everything's in order.
Talk about problems with the new layout! I could't get on all week!!! I finally broke down and downloaded a new borwser, and now I'm back.
DOn't get hung up on technicalities, I say they don't mean much. After all, if he'd moved to somewhere like Niagara falls, he'd still be int he same state, but about 8 or 9 hours away! that would really suck...
When I read about your cat, I'm glad I'm a person. I'm pretty attachedto my nuts...ya know? or maybe I'm nuts, which is why I wouldn't want that cut off :p
Oh, and things are going very well with Dylan.