Sunday Feb 08, 2004

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*edit number 3* "Erase it all and start afresh"

I'm feeling better now. thanx for the love. kiss

Shit is still shitty but I know I can make it better.....wink
I'm so confused though.
I'll just go with the flow and keep my sights on what i know I want and need. I have to hold on to my sanity for dear life.
biggrin

love,
me miao!!



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click_here:
should i keep it
click_here:
kiss tongue tongue

Thursday Feb 05, 2004

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I'll be gone for a few days so I'll leave you with some random thoughts again..
First I wanna say thanks to those who took the time to write me something about my low mood! you have no idea how much that stuff makes me smile!!! biggrin and I'm very appreciative and grateful to be able to vent and get other points of views or just...
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mr_ruckus:
So........
How was your date?
clutch64:
............. smile Thank you. Good luck and good health to you. kiss

Tuesday Feb 03, 2004

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clutch64:
Yo estoy bien media. kinda down on my self...it'll pass. biggrin looks like some kinda somethin is brewing around here shocked You guys. smile how sweet . good for yous. wink
krim:
aww that thing makes me want to cry. I want that!!

Sunday Feb 01, 2004

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wow! who woulda thought a name change would get me such positive feedback wink kiss

anyone here into the whole valentines day thing?????? I wanna get some one something but since I've never really done the whole valentine's day thing I have no clue..yeah, I know lame-o tongue

the best gift I ever got was last year. A beautiful SNAKE!!!!! shocked biggrin It was so ME!!! Thank you G wink kiss

The...
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pocketrocket:
what no more diabolita!!!!
awww.well
i still loves ya!
dvsskunk:
Glad to hear you are staying
what kind of snake is it?

Saturday Jan 31, 2004

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Where am I?

sometimes I wish I had twins.

My head is still pounding...that makes it day 5!

I'm working through my problems and I think eventually I'll feel like my old self again. Right now I feel misplaced somehow. I don't feel like anything I'm doing is right and I have this incessant sinking feeling.
I'm going out to buy some Bailey's!!!
love,
me...
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cellosoul:
I LOVE the name change. You're more of a sex kitten anyway. And hey--take it easy on yourself, Baby Girl!

MWAH!
ativan101:
I like Kitten Pants too, maybe because I didn't know what (your last name meant)!!!!!! blush
HOW ARE YOU TODAY? HOW ARE YOU FEELING?!!!!!!!!
kiss

Saturday Jan 31, 2004

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My WHOLE WORLD IS CRASHING!!!!!!! shocked frown skull

l have that sinking feeling. *gulp* This ain't looking good at all.....frown

Friday Jan 30, 2004

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change is great. no matter how screwed up it may seem at first I find that I can adjust to any situation.....but there is ALWAYS the exception. always.....

bye bye my lovelies. possibly for good. confused
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the_mad_monk:
that makes me sad frown you never got to play the guitar for me wink best of luck to you girl, and have an interesting life! kiss
xtx:
All you're lacking is a little rage. You need to have a heated argument with someone here about something completely insignificant, just to give you an excuse to stick around. I'd be happy to oblige. How about this: I say Coldplay's Parachutes is a superior album to not only Led Zeppelin IV,, but also to Dark Side of the Moon. What do you have to say about that?

Don't Panic,


Alexander

P.S.- February 11, 2000!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The say I realized the world did revolve around me.

Friday Jan 30, 2004

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A conversation with a friend,
an interesting movie or book,
a work of art,
a breathtaking natural scene,

may all make a deep impression on us and can alter our attitudes about ourselves and about the world.......


Time flies,

I'm still here

and don't know why.

I open my eyes

see the bright blue sky.

Is this the truth? or another lie?


Please tell me...
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mr_ruckus:
True indeed!
mr_ruckus:
Gee,Seems a bit similar today,huh?
surreal

Thursday Jan 29, 2004

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nevermind. it may get misinterpreted.whatever
I want to rant but I just know it'll be taken the wrong way because when I do rant I don't know how to tactfully put words together. But I will say this, I do not deal well with disappointment and i'm very good at setting myself up for it.

oh and I hate phony ass mother FUCKAS!!!!!! mad

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latortuga:
ahh. there's always "tomorrow" to quit a vice, que no? wink
mr_ruckus:
I usually just paint or play a reeeaaaaly violent video game to burn off boredom!

Thursday Jan 29, 2004

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I've been feeling very sick these past few days. I mean like I need to see a doctor sick whatever confused
I have a stalker of a headache. I've been taking like 10 pills a day to keep my head from exploding and my body is dead tired and I haven't been eating well frown Someone tell me something good.

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_kai_:
I'm going back under the rock from whence I came.
Talk to ya soon. wink kiss
hjerte:
headaches suck. Feel better soon. Or at least, get some rest.

Wednesday Jan 28, 2004

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wakeangel:
well i'm definatly thinking of you biggrin the first time i saw you i thought, wow she's hot, and you look like a lot of fun wink how does your head feel? i've gotten that whole " you're not what i thought you'd be " alot. people usually think i'm aloof or something but i'm just a little shy. once you get me started, blah, blah, blah, dude shut up. actually i've never met a girl like you before and to me that's kick ass love

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ativan101:
What no journal update? confused

Wednesday Jan 28, 2004

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HOLY crap! where did January go?!?!?!?
I finally came to a decision to STAY!!! for at least another month I'll be here! How did this place get it's hooks into me? biggrin shocked

I really should make the most of this snow but I don't know what to do with it! shocked whatever

I'm still fighting the infamous cold and I'm winning! hahahaha! biggrin

ok, flight time
Bye bye
kiss miao!!
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click_here:
yay you beat the flu.. do you want to have a snow ball fight or make a snowman?
click_here:
ive even been known to throw dishes out , that i didnt want to clean..hehe

ok name the time and place, just promise not to throw that yellow snow at me
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