Tuesday Dec 24, 2002

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the fourth night:

i tell more. my face pressed against the wall. then on a table. wrists and ankles taped to the legs of the table. my clothes cut from me with a scalpel. the scalpel tracing my lips. looking at him while he pulls the strips of cloth away from my body. looking at me like that. biting me everywhere, marking me. taking me as he wants.
holdensolo:
I wanted to be found

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