Suddenly I find myself mute. I want to write something and be incredible, but that is far from what I am. This is how I'm feeling world. Watch me crumble back into the little frightened girl I always have been. Currently I cannot stop thinking about my father. Soon it's another year passing of his suicide. My eyes swell and my heart breaks.. This is what I go through day by day.
Calvin and I are going out tonight. To yet another show. The drummer of what once was Case Scenario has another band. Playing at the Hazel Dell grange tonight. Hopefully it shall be worthwhile. Although my mood for now is dragging.
July 22nd is no day for celebration. Daddy, I'm still questioning why....
Sorry folks.. self rant. Obvisiously my father committed suicide the 22nd of this month. Fourteen years ago, I was just six years old. I barely remember him and I can't ever grasp why he ever wanted to. This leaves me depressed and aching. Take care my sweets. Have a wonderful Saturday night.
P.S. I changed a few things on my profile. Good night!
Calvin and I are going out tonight. To yet another show. The drummer of what once was Case Scenario has another band. Playing at the Hazel Dell grange tonight. Hopefully it shall be worthwhile. Although my mood for now is dragging.
July 22nd is no day for celebration. Daddy, I'm still questioning why....
Sorry folks.. self rant. Obvisiously my father committed suicide the 22nd of this month. Fourteen years ago, I was just six years old. I barely remember him and I can't ever grasp why he ever wanted to. This leaves me depressed and aching. Take care my sweets. Have a wonderful Saturday night.
P.S. I changed a few things on my profile. Good night!
My sincerest condolences, Tiffany.