ok...no pics. Why, the fucking camera was broken. My digital cannon rebel eos is broken. My lenes are all fine and I brought them back to Iraq with me. The body wont read the card so I am having that fixed and the body shipped to me. I played around with the film eos, but that broke too....after I took a handful of pics of the boys running round the beach in San Diego. Wtf, how does both of the cameras break?
Took the boys to San Diego, as I said. Seaworld and birch aquirium (sp?). The boys are really into science and the planet...so I figured I would push that along with a trip to the ocean and some educational fun. We had a great time...though I have no fucking pictures to prove it. But trust...it was a blast.
Im so pissed about the camera.
Any way....The lady. We were civil and fine around each other. She got under my skin about some money stuff....but I understand where she is coming from. Generally, I avoided getting to close to her being that I wasnt sure were we are/were. I was doing a great job all the way up to the last night when I slipped, fell and accidently fucked her brains out.
It was incredible. It was fun pushing those old buttons again. She went right for it...it was like old times....really old times. Naturally, the next morning we pretended that didnt happen. Its amazing what a really hard, unexpected orgasm can do to a relationship. We still havent discussed any of the issues, but I really dont care too at this point. She sumed the whole thing up by saying that we have a great working relationship, the sex was great....we just need to figure out if we actually like each other. Me? I just noded, smiled and slowly backed on to the plane...being sure to never look her in the eyes and show no fear. Promptly there after I performed the appropriate Epicfacepalm for the enitre flight to dallas. WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING? Well.....it was clear what i was thinking. There was a laundry list of things I needed to do to her and I did them....repeatedly and without protest. Partly out of spite, partly out of lust and partly out the hopes that maybe I could fuck some sense into her. (yes, i know, super-logical) Rather than that blow up in my face she basicly said, 'hey thanks, I needed that, but this changes nothing...we are still freinds with potential because im not sure you actually like me and want to be with me.." yep, thats my girl!
Honestly, wtf whatever. Its just too weird to think about....I will just ride this out and be me. If she doesnt think I want to be with her by now than im not going to worry about it anymore. What happens happens. Besides, Im lucky to be getting any action at all. Its not like I have any other options. I just cant seem to get into anyone and no women ever respond to me.....unless we are 'friends'. Cant say i blame them either. No matter how hard I try im still just another horny guy at the end of the day.....sigh.
Besides that I have finally made up my mind on my career. Im going to fly. Found out that I have until my 33rd birthday to put my packet for flightschool together and I already qualifiy for 90% of it. All I need is a physical and to pass the Alternate Flight Aptitude Test. Basicly, if you paid attention in physics or played a flight simulator this is a no brainer. I have always wanted to fly, but I didnt think it was something I could do until I actually looked into it. The truth is, if they let me fly, then im never leaving the army. I could fly everyday for the rest of my life with a smile on my face. I just cant see that ever getting old. Not to mention the pay is kick ass.....which she thought was pretty cool. rofl. No surprise there.
well I need to get ready for my mission. Just back and hour ago and im already back on patrol. Stay safe guys. See ya soon.
Took the boys to San Diego, as I said. Seaworld and birch aquirium (sp?). The boys are really into science and the planet...so I figured I would push that along with a trip to the ocean and some educational fun. We had a great time...though I have no fucking pictures to prove it. But trust...it was a blast.
Im so pissed about the camera.
Any way....The lady. We were civil and fine around each other. She got under my skin about some money stuff....but I understand where she is coming from. Generally, I avoided getting to close to her being that I wasnt sure were we are/were. I was doing a great job all the way up to the last night when I slipped, fell and accidently fucked her brains out.
It was incredible. It was fun pushing those old buttons again. She went right for it...it was like old times....really old times. Naturally, the next morning we pretended that didnt happen. Its amazing what a really hard, unexpected orgasm can do to a relationship. We still havent discussed any of the issues, but I really dont care too at this point. She sumed the whole thing up by saying that we have a great working relationship, the sex was great....we just need to figure out if we actually like each other. Me? I just noded, smiled and slowly backed on to the plane...being sure to never look her in the eyes and show no fear. Promptly there after I performed the appropriate Epicfacepalm for the enitre flight to dallas. WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING? Well.....it was clear what i was thinking. There was a laundry list of things I needed to do to her and I did them....repeatedly and without protest. Partly out of spite, partly out of lust and partly out the hopes that maybe I could fuck some sense into her. (yes, i know, super-logical) Rather than that blow up in my face she basicly said, 'hey thanks, I needed that, but this changes nothing...we are still freinds with potential because im not sure you actually like me and want to be with me.." yep, thats my girl!
Honestly, wtf whatever. Its just too weird to think about....I will just ride this out and be me. If she doesnt think I want to be with her by now than im not going to worry about it anymore. What happens happens. Besides, Im lucky to be getting any action at all. Its not like I have any other options. I just cant seem to get into anyone and no women ever respond to me.....unless we are 'friends'. Cant say i blame them either. No matter how hard I try im still just another horny guy at the end of the day.....sigh.
Besides that I have finally made up my mind on my career. Im going to fly. Found out that I have until my 33rd birthday to put my packet for flightschool together and I already qualifiy for 90% of it. All I need is a physical and to pass the Alternate Flight Aptitude Test. Basicly, if you paid attention in physics or played a flight simulator this is a no brainer. I have always wanted to fly, but I didnt think it was something I could do until I actually looked into it. The truth is, if they let me fly, then im never leaving the army. I could fly everyday for the rest of my life with a smile on my face. I just cant see that ever getting old. Not to mention the pay is kick ass.....which she thought was pretty cool. rofl. No surprise there.
well I need to get ready for my mission. Just back and hour ago and im already back on patrol. Stay safe guys. See ya soon.
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not sure about the slip up with the ex, but then again we all find comfort in the familiar even if it's not what we remembered it to be.
good luck with flight school