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Wednesday Oct 27, 2004

Oct 27, 2004
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so it was dr. goswami (sp?) that i listened to last night. for some reason i figured it would be a more traveling-professor type of lecture than a hey-let-me-tell-you-about-my-book type of lecture. still interesting though.
in highschool, physics was a strange and unknown science to me, and at that age i had already deemed that science was hard and boring, so i avoided everything except chemistry, the one science that i knew was cool.
now i have a friend, prague, who is totally into physics and i had no idea. we've watched a video on string theory in addition to many other new concepts that she's introduced to me. physics still seemed like a 'science' though.
after that lecture last night i saw how thin the boundary between 'science' and personal belief (or 'spirituality') can be.
dr. goswami talked about self-healing and vital energy. one of the examples he gave was a woman who went on a guided lsd trip (this is where i got suspicious) to a deeper consciousness. supposedly a communal consciousness, where she realized that she had the choice to live or die, chose to live and was healed. hm...
his talk played a lot on the christian doctrine of the power of prayer that i heard while i was growing up, so it wasn't too unfamiliar to me.
while it was interesting, due to the fact that it seemed to relate to my religious upbringing, i almost wanted to reject it immediately, but that would have been as childish as accepting it without question.
i guess, it just got me thinking about new concepts, things i already know and my prejudices against them.
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drnecessitor:
Wow...I would've been interested in hearing that.

I'm fascinated by physics...check out Richard P. Feynman. He rules biggrin
Oct 27, 2004
jessewestend:
its always a challenge to look at the world objectively and to hear both sides without swearing allegiance. I applaud your opneness in that matter. In many ways its much like my dilemma of having an intuitive nature and knowing from the way they dress or hold themselves and hearing a few words from someone, whether or not they would be a good friend for me. I think that is the easy part but in this removed role of fan it would appear that any true praise (which inthe real world is very effective because intelligent accolades are much better than the average you're hot and so often quite effective) would just seem to be flattery, or a come on. I know that there is I suppose a diff relationship, but I fail to see its validity. I have always been around the SG type of girl (friends dating sparring partner), and I'm not here bc I'm intimidated by them. We simply have a shortage of actually interesting counter culture girls here in Nashville. My point is, I don't think of you as some exotic dream or a goal to win, I think of you like the girl at the coffee shop who I planned on saying hi to when I finished my drawing, only to discover she left. You seem close to me, because everything I know about you intrigues or amuses me, but still somewhat far bc of the percieved relationship. It doesn't matter how many sets for SG I photograph or how many drawings I do, or how many friends of mine join, I will still just be a slobbering boy to many people, which makes me sad bc I hate boys and the slobbering has really calmed down as I got used to the lip ring. Heh. Anyways, this message had no point except to say that your take on that whole journal topic was refreshingly intelligent.
Oct 29, 2004

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