thursday

man
nothing like getting out of a relationship to make me not sure of what i want.
at the end of the relationship, i totally thought i'd be down to join the dating circus again, but as once as i was legal to do so, it didn't interest me at all.
hell, i even decided to be an old maid for a while, but now i'm starting to rethink that.
am i rethinking it because i'm ready or because i'm going through 'that phase' of it?
bagh...
problem is all my potential hump-ees are friends or friends with eachother. i'm probably concerned about screwing up my chances with one by humping the wrong one first, you know?
gah...
if i have this mixed of feelings over it, i think it's probably better that i sit this one out.