thisisalladream

in a matter of minutes i'm going to be on a ten hour drive back home...










i'll be back soon.

i am a packing machine...












not really. i keep taking breaks, getting distracted, taking a nap here and there. i really need to get my ass in gear. i need to be done packing tonight! my dad comes into town sunday night and we are leaving on monday. damn, i have a lot left to do.

so why in the world am i on the...
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my internet has been out for days, stupid storms. sorry Cage_E for the abrupt exit from our conversation, dumb internet

i *finally* decided to go through with the move back to PA. i actually leave this weekend, which will be all sorts of sad and bittersweet. i'm trying not to think too much about it....

now if only i could get off my ass and...
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i got tattooed last friday, it was well needed. i will post pictures at some point.

on a side note: i've been on an internet hiatus while trying to figure out if i will stay in kentucky or move back to PA. i'm terribly indecisive about the whole thing. i feel as if i am "mid-life crisis" bound. or am amidst one currently.

i abhor...
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yes, yes.

i have been a bit MIA lately, apologies i have a few.

topsy-turvy days and nights. adding. subtracting. leaving behind a wake of questions and scathing comments. not necessarily how i want to spend my days, but i suppose it was bound to happen at some point. a few of my friends have been less than understanding about my upcoming departure. i don't...
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the weather is wacky and so am i.

i think i might get a haircut.

i put in my two weeks at work, my last day will be February 21st after six years of working for the same boss. i have mixed feelings about this. i dislike my job immensely but the people i work for and with are much like my family, how can...
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i was worried. but a smile or a wink reminds me that we are still part of the same machine that no one else understands.

do we ever realize it in the moment or is it all hindsight?




do not put all your eggs in one basket.do not put all your eggs in one basket.do not put all your eggs in one basket.do not put...
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i'm working on getting a new tattoo before i leave. i feel like it will be a lovely way to leave this city, a goodbye present of sorts. i *really* need to work on my left arm, and finish my right sleeve (although i have quite a ways to go on that...) we'll see how this goes.

i totally want to get tattooed on thursday!...
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i've currently been buying gobs and gobs of music these last few days and i have one thing to say about that, the "Just for You" suggestions from the iTunes store always makes me giggle.

*every* time.

i have yet to buy a single one of their recommendations.

i can't find my shoes, damn.

i am thinking about purchasing the following items but i'm not...
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this is written before work, nine minutes before i am suppose to leave to be thoroughly accurate...

i know, i know. all i seem to talk about is moving and other sad facts in my immediate life. i do apologize but considering, it *is* all consuming. i will make an attempt to keep it short and simple:

there are a few things i am looking...
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as the song goes:

"someday i'll appreciate sunlight..."









somedays are worse than others, today just happens to be one of those days.
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