Grrrr, Arghhhh,
I have been out in the yard trying to dig out my garden for the last two days. Curse you, clay!!!!
I keep having to soak the ground to get the stuff moving. The last people here just threw some plants in and among the grass, and I'm trying to get the grass out along the edge to frame the grass in garden....
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I have been out in the yard trying to dig out my garden for the last two days. Curse you, clay!!!!
I keep having to soak the ground to get the stuff moving. The last people here just threw some plants in and among the grass, and I'm trying to get the grass out along the edge to frame the grass in garden....
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sky:
your idea for what i should do in my last week of 20 was genius.
dallas:
jessica is the most beautiful girl i know. i love her so much.
<3
hahaha. well i would amuse you in real life then. i dance all the time. we should dance.
<3
hahaha. well i would amuse you in real life then. i dance all the time. we should dance.
Grrrr, Argggg,
This is a hopelessly depressing and serious entry, so move on if you feel like gettin' cheered up or hearing something positive.
I've been thinking about suicide alot again. This isn't a suicide note, and no one's gonna be reading my obituary anytime soon; I ain't that far gone. However, I have a depressive personality at the best of times, so when I...
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This is a hopelessly depressing and serious entry, so move on if you feel like gettin' cheered up or hearing something positive.
I've been thinking about suicide alot again. This isn't a suicide note, and no one's gonna be reading my obituary anytime soon; I ain't that far gone. However, I have a depressive personality at the best of times, so when I...
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totalbliss:
The other day my friend asked me how I thought I would die. I have thought for many years that I would end up killing myself. I can understand how you feel. I can't control it any better. As you read from my journal, things get VERY SHITTY in my life, but things usually fall into place at the last second. If I make myself think back through my life, the problems that I have going on right now really are not that bad in comparison to things that have gone wrong before. Drugs work sometimes, therapy? hasn't worked yet. For myself, I think that someday things will go completely wrong and I won't be able to handle it. I have been trying to make myself think that I will get through this shit and things will get better again. But then I go to far and think that eventually they will go to shit again. Oh well, life's vicious cycle. Sorry this wasn't a cheery pick-me-up posting either.
hope:
keep that chin up. I think it's normal for everyone to have those types of thoughts sometimes, some of us just have them more often than others. But as libby said, hang in there.
I know that the bugs are always going to be here. I don't actually have a problem with them, after all, without them the world would be nothing...I just don't like that they're so close to my bed.
I know that the bugs are always going to be here. I don't actually have a problem with them, after all, without them the world would be nothing...I just don't like that they're so close to my bed.
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dallas:
ha.
i won't ever let silence get me.
i promise.
i won't ever let silence get me.
i promise.
sky:
awh, cute rats 
Cats 'n Kittens,
There's a guy who works with me, and he is the custodian/janitor/cleaner/whatever. He has a job which is frowned upon my society as being undignified, or just some grunt job and a necessary evil. Many consider him to be of a lower class based on his lot in life.
He has a son in University (where could never afford to go), and...
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There's a guy who works with me, and he is the custodian/janitor/cleaner/whatever. He has a job which is frowned upon my society as being undignified, or just some grunt job and a necessary evil. Many consider him to be of a lower class based on his lot in life.
He has a son in University (where could never afford to go), and...
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glassdragon:
I admire that. taking what you get delt with in life and making it into something worthwhile for you.
if only we all could be like this fellow
if only we all could be like this fellow
Cats 'n Kittens,
I have few clear memories of my childhood, but for some reason remember going to African Lion Safari the first time and watching the monkeys pull part of a station wagon off in front of us, and then learning how much they actually poo. Weird.
That being said, Finger 11 should NEVER have changed their name from Rainbow Butt Monkeys. NEVER.
Well...
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I have few clear memories of my childhood, but for some reason remember going to African Lion Safari the first time and watching the monkeys pull part of a station wagon off in front of us, and then learning how much they actually poo. Weird.
That being said, Finger 11 should NEVER have changed their name from Rainbow Butt Monkeys. NEVER.
Well...
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porcelain:
Thanks for your help with my essay!
i think it turned out a little shit (i should have given myself more than one everning to do it)
but i passed it
i think it turned out a little shit (i should have given myself more than one everning to do it)
but i passed it
Cats 'n Kittens,
I feel somewhat better today (meaning I have to go to work...Damn!), so I guess I don't have to kill myself. If anyone hates me here, sorry to dissapoint.
"I'm like a record player,
always spinning 'round,
with a needle in my arm,
making someone else's sound..."
The Lawerence Arms
Like A Record Player
Oh, Calcutta
Fat Wreck Chords, 2006
Well anyway,...
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I feel somewhat better today (meaning I have to go to work...Damn!), so I guess I don't have to kill myself. If anyone hates me here, sorry to dissapoint.
"I'm like a record player,
always spinning 'round,
with a needle in my arm,
making someone else's sound..."
The Lawerence Arms
Like A Record Player
Oh, Calcutta
Fat Wreck Chords, 2006
Well anyway,...
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hope:
whoops! leave it to me to misinterpret...
glassdragon:
well it was the fridge door.
you know those pepsi fridges with the sliding doors.
yeah....pretty lame eh
i'm about to pass out with pain and heat right now...
help
you know those pepsi fridges with the sliding doors.
yeah....pretty lame eh
i'm about to pass out with pain and heat right now...
help
If I'm not well by tomorrow, I'm going to kill myself.
Oh, and Kensington's new set is awesome; she gets cuter everytime I see her.
Oh, and Kensington's new set is awesome; she gets cuter everytime I see her.
glassdragon:
I have to totally agree.
and dont do that!! you'll get better!
do you have the flu or something? poor bebe
and dont do that!! you'll get better!
do you have the flu or something? poor bebe
Cats 'n Kittens,
I hope all going to the Gala in T.O. tonight have a fun time! I'm sick as a motherfucking dog right now.
Well anyway, burn bright,
J.R.
I hope all going to the Gala in T.O. tonight have a fun time! I'm sick as a motherfucking dog right now.
Well anyway, burn bright,
J.R.
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kiora:
Thank you so much for the comment on my set!
hope:
I wish I could have gone to the Gala, but I was working, and Arden and I basically decided to stay home...ah well, I hope everyone had fun as well.
And thank you for saying such nice things about me. I can't help but be nice...why be mean? I'm nice to everyone, (except for people that are really mean....they just get ignored or kicked in the shin)
And thank you for saying such nice things about me. I can't help but be nice...why be mean? I'm nice to everyone, (except for people that are really mean....they just get ignored or kicked in the shin)
Cats 'n Kittens,
I don't like my last entry, so I'm doing another one.
I changed my screen name cause I felt like it. For some reason, "This fire burns bright..." is always running through my head. I don't know if I heard it somewhere, or if it's just something that my head came up with, but nonetheless, I like is better than SomePunk.
I...
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I don't like my last entry, so I'm doing another one.
I changed my screen name cause I felt like it. For some reason, "This fire burns bright..." is always running through my head. I don't know if I heard it somewhere, or if it's just something that my head came up with, but nonetheless, I like is better than SomePunk.
I...
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sky:
I totally suck at this, as it's now one month on since my set went up, but here is my very very late thankyou for the comment! xxx
ps.
You probably don't remember your comment as it was so long ago, but you quoted bouncing souls at me - and that rawks! xox
ps.
You probably don't remember your comment as it was so long ago, but you quoted bouncing souls at me - and that rawks! xox
diesel_girlie:
good luck in getting into your SG group!!!
How have you been keeping? enjoying the rays?
Their quality of sight goes hand in hand with the colour of their eyes. You may see albino rats 'weave' back and forth more often than regular black eyed varieties. This is because rats can only establish depth perception (and 3 dimensions) when there is a moving object to base the surroundings on. i.e. a rat can barely see you if you stand very still in a room (eek!) and they tend to use the 'freeze' pose when caught doing something bad because they figure you can't see them either.
short terms for eye and coat varieties
PEW - pink eyed white
REW- Ruby eyed white
BEW- Black eyed white
replace the word white with your rats coat colour obvioiusly
if your rat's coat is all one solid colour, the variety is called a Self
if it has a white belly its a Berkshire
if it has a white back and a coloured hood with a stripe down the backbone, its called a Hooded
im totally on a tangeant; you can look up breed requirements and descriptions on a number of online Fancy Rat and Mouse Club pages.
oo oo
and the Pillow Fight League was spectacular. If you search that title on YouTube.com, there should be live amateur footage from PFL1 and the latest live event
The next event it August 11 2006 at the Phoenix Concert Theatre,,, hoping to draw over 1000 people out ot see it. Mark that date down!
Rayde