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Sorry about the angsty post. I'm just sorta having a hard time. But hanging out with my awesome best friend and awesome boyfriend sure made me feel better. I really like that fellow. A lot. He's very cute, and also nice to me.

Tomorrow I get to help my grandma cut up fruit and nuts. Yay. I like that lady too, even if she's losing...
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So I kind of feel like giving up on school and finding a job and being a person. For the first time ever I feel really stupid, and I'm realizing that I'm not really good at anything, and everything is just a lot harder than it should be. Life isn't supposed to be this hard, is it? Just the everyday crap? Getting up and going...
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Everyone go say happy birthday to Trevor if you haven't already.

Also, my friend got me addicted to Death Note. It's pretty much awesome.

Also, I got a pirate bikini!

Who came up with stupid essay composition class? Who decided it was a graduation requirement? Who thought that 4 absences in an online class constituted a failing grade? Not to mention all the random classes that, perhaps, you have taken many variations of but that you can't test out of? The classes that you want to take, but can't without taking a full year of...
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Buffy season 8!
Buffy season 8!
Buffy season 8!

Also I went paintballing and got shot in the neck!

Also I need a job!

Also I'm going to California this summer with my boyfriend!

So I'm sure plenty of you people have read Snow Crash, right? Can you say metaverse?

We get to sing Mozart's Requiem and it's awesome and I loooove it.

Also, I'm debating going to a figure drawing class some Monday nights. The flyer said free milk and cookies, and I'm really out of practice with teh art stuff. Anybody interested in joining me?

Eponine is so drunk. And I'm all gushing to her about how awesome my boyrfriend is and how I'm happy, and she just says, 'You look happy.

...you also kind of look like Uma Thurman.'

So drunk.

So I really hurt my vocal cords yesterday. Which is awesome, as I have a choir concert on Monday. See, I am a very shy person, and so I usually sing very quietly. When I do sing loudly, it's usually in my chest voice. In choir yesterday, MB wanted us to sing fortissimo, and she kept saying louder, so we kept singing louder... the soprano...
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What happens to a person that makes them so afraid of rejection and failure that they just stop trying?

Also, when did it get cool to randomly commandeer a movie theater lobby for a birthday party and be totally rude to the people working there? Screaming children taking up the entire floor to play duck duck goose along with a 'by the way get us...
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