So I'm in Ottawa after a 12 hour drive. My brother has been living here for about 7 years now and I think I'v visited once a year. It is quite the stretch from home. I believe we're leaving Saturday at noon for Mtl. to see my other brother and then leaving for Moncton on Sunday morning. I'm still zombied out from the drive. I...
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Here's the deal, I have a constant need for reassurance and I don't trust the advice I'm offered. While most people have friends, I have aquaintances. Some people just get annoyed with me for being so curious. I'm always complicating things. I can't accept that some things are just that simple, and that frustrates a lot of people. I guess, sometimes I'm not actually looking...
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northstar:
once upon a psych rotation, i learned that 98% of the time people just need someone to talk to. they usually work their problems/preoccupations etc out themselves with a little bit of active listening.
share away.
share away.
torai:
Everyone has something to share with others. Weither it be re-hashed from another source or taking from experince and compared..but what more is there.
We learn from experince, and knowledge from thing observed.
It all depends on how each person relates to the experince.
I think about somethings until they are over-worked. It drives my friends crazy, and by the end of it i am fighting myself. There are too many ways to see things.
And if people believe that they can "fix" your preoccupations, they can only help to bring clairity and a new veiw to your ideas and thoughts.
if i am able to find someone on the same plane as i am, shit there is like 3 billion people to choose from, i hold a special place for them.
We learn from experince, and knowledge from thing observed.
It all depends on how each person relates to the experince.
I think about somethings until they are over-worked. It drives my friends crazy, and by the end of it i am fighting myself. There are too many ways to see things.
And if people believe that they can "fix" your preoccupations, they can only help to bring clairity and a new veiw to your ideas and thoughts.
if i am able to find someone on the same plane as i am, shit there is like 3 billion people to choose from, i hold a special place for them.
Woke up today after drinking my face off last night and the first thing that came to mind was studying at the library. It's actually what got me out of bed. So I studied all day, man I think I might just have found the motivation I was lacking in order to finish writing my thesis.
Oh and Kanmi, I might have tact but mostly...
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Oh and Kanmi, I might have tact but mostly...
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torai:
A educated charmer who studies.
Just one more step closer.
you make me smile.
Just one more step closer.
you make me smile.
Funny how there's a lot of morons on this site. Man, just a bunch of stupid horny assholes looking to get laid. Fuck guys, make a good show, sure this site has sexual inuendos but it isn't about getting laid as much as it is about freeing ourselves from the sexual inhibitions of the past.. It's about art and the expression of the body....Idiots. Anyway,...
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teresaannamae:
it's linkin park- by myself.
wicked song
can't take thanks for them being mine- cause they're not
wicked song
can't take thanks for them being mine- cause they're not
torai:
is so funny that you go on about a better way to get laid and freedom of expression and body as art.. all along.... your journal is the perfect example.
good tact, may i add.
good tact, may i add.
These days I find myself remembering who I used to be and how far I've gone from that. I mean, I've always felt like I didn't belong. My thoughts were always darker than most. All my life it seems, all I ever wanted was to belong, to be cool like all of them. It's like they say, be yourself, but they don't want you doing...
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torai:
i use to be comsumed with "normal", that was a long time ago. I went crazy trying to down play who i really was. I knew when i was quite young what i was into and who i was, but couldnt accept it cause of what socity thought.
I love my self now and there are people that look up to me and want to be like me but what are we to do. Just accept it. Nothing more, it's actually flattering. I dont judge, but i understand that people do. Thats life.
I love my self now and there are people that look up to me and want to be like me but what are we to do. Just accept it. Nothing more, it's actually flattering. I dont judge, but i understand that people do. Thats life.
torai:
You so far is about the only person to grasp my concept with my recent journal, thank you.
[Edited on Nov 03, 2004 5:30PM]
[Edited on Nov 03, 2004 5:30PM]
Watch "City of God".
torai:
movie?
What I love about this site is how all the set rules that were mostly set by christianity on what was morally right or wrong are torn down and something new from that is trying to come out.
We live in very unstable times right now where old ideas are being overturned by new ones. The world is changing it has reached it's maximum capacity...
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We live in very unstable times right now where old ideas are being overturned by new ones. The world is changing it has reached it's maximum capacity...
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teresaannamae:
amen.
♥
♥
"I mean, I'm just tired of being wrong all the time just because I'm a guy.
I mean, how many times can everybody tell you that you're the oppressive, prejudiced enemy before you give up and become the enemy. I mean, a male chauvinist pig isn't born, he's made, and more and more of them are being made by women.
After long enough, you just...
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I mean, how many times can everybody tell you that you're the oppressive, prejudiced enemy before you give up and become the enemy. I mean, a male chauvinist pig isn't born, he's made, and more and more of them are being made by women.
After long enough, you just...
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The Wanderer
He is not his actions but the thought (or lack thereof as it may seem to onlookers) behind those actions. He is on a journey and his destination is determined by his curiosity. This is a path less throden probably running deeper but parallel to an often used one. This path makes him feel insecure, it makes him wonder if he's heading the...
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He is not his actions but the thought (or lack thereof as it may seem to onlookers) behind those actions. He is on a journey and his destination is determined by his curiosity. This is a path less throden probably running deeper but parallel to an often used one. This path makes him feel insecure, it makes him wonder if he's heading the...
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Here an R. R. Tolkien quote I shouldn't have forgotten, thank you Louise.
"All that is gold does not glitter
Not all who wander are lost
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost.
From the ashes a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The...
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"All that is gold does not glitter
Not all who wander are lost
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost.
From the ashes a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The...
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