Wednesday Dec 15, 2004

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I think I might have to stop going out for a while if I am to understand Wing Chun. It's ridiculous but I think I'm ready to make just about any sacrifice in order to understand this art. It's probably gonna be the toughest thing I'll ever learn. I never thought I could be so interested in a martial art, all I wanted from this was to learn how to fight and now I'm learning so much more. It's kinda funny.
teresaannamae:
Thanks ♥

it helps to know i'm not alone in these crazy thoughts.

sometimes i feel like i know too much about how things work, this game of the world.. it's all fine until i realise that everything.. is NOTHING.. but really, nothing is EVERYTHING. you know? and i just can't seem to frolic with the pack and i always feel left out. but i don't want to fake it to fit in, so.. BLAH!




anyways!
i'm off to think some more, diary style!

talking with mahself.

have a good one ♥
shovelface:
Hey man,

Thanks for the insightful words. I totally agree that there isn't one person that can give you everything you want or need. The thing is finding which traits are more important and which you can do without. (also, there are bound to be other people in your life that can fill certain needs. ie. friends and family.)

I guess my dillemma is that I am attracted to a variety of very different girls for very different reasons, and I know that I'm not going to find everything in one girl. I guess I worry that I won't be strong enough to keep myself loyal to that one person. My Dad cheated on my Mom, and it brought my world crashing down around me. He was like superman to me, and realising his fallability was a big shock. (I guess every kid goes through the point at which they realise their parents aren't perfect.) The good thing about that situation is that I have been able to take his mistake, and learn from it. I see the ways in which I am like him, and of the things that I don't like, I can work to change in myself. Who knows, maybe looking at pictures on the internet is a good way of keeping myself from making a mistake in real life.

Also, Kudos to you for taking an honest look at things and figuring it out for yourself. Too many people just follow blindly, and go through the motions without actually knowing why.

What is the basis of Wing Chun? I don't think I'm familiar with that marital art. (Ha ha I mean martial arts.)

Edit- I checked my entry in Kanmis journal and found that I wrote
"This is not to say that you can find a good or even great love"

What I meant to say was
"This is not to say that you CAN'T find a good or even great love"

Oops, one missed letter really changes the point I was trying to make. I do mean to say that a relationship with another person can be very fulfilling. Just thought I'd clarify.

[Edited on Dec 15, 2004 6:50PM]

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