These days I find myself remembering who I used to be and how far I've gone from that. I mean, I've always felt like I didn't belong. My thoughts were always darker than most. All my life it seems, all I ever wanted was to belong, to be cool like all of them. It's like they say, be yourself, but they don't want you doing...
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Watch "City of God".
torai:
movie?
What I love about this site is how all the set rules that were mostly set by christianity on what was morally right or wrong are torn down and something new from that is trying to come out.
We live in very unstable times right now where old ideas are being overturned by new ones. The world is changing it has reached it's maximum capacity...
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We live in very unstable times right now where old ideas are being overturned by new ones. The world is changing it has reached it's maximum capacity...
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teresaannamae:
amen.
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"I mean, I'm just tired of being wrong all the time just because I'm a guy.
I mean, how many times can everybody tell you that you're the oppressive, prejudiced enemy before you give up and become the enemy. I mean, a male chauvinist pig isn't born, he's made, and more and more of them are being made by women.
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I mean, how many times can everybody tell you that you're the oppressive, prejudiced enemy before you give up and become the enemy. I mean, a male chauvinist pig isn't born, he's made, and more and more of them are being made by women.
After long enough, you just...
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The Wanderer
He is not his actions but the thought (or lack thereof as it may seem to onlookers) behind those actions. He is on a journey and his destination is determined by his curiosity. This is a path less throden probably running deeper but parallel to an often used one. This path makes him feel insecure, it makes him wonder if he's heading the...
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He is not his actions but the thought (or lack thereof as it may seem to onlookers) behind those actions. He is on a journey and his destination is determined by his curiosity. This is a path less throden probably running deeper but parallel to an often used one. This path makes him feel insecure, it makes him wonder if he's heading the...
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Here an R. R. Tolkien quote I shouldn't have forgotten, thank you Louise.
"All that is gold does not glitter
Not all who wander are lost
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost.
From the ashes a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The...
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"All that is gold does not glitter
Not all who wander are lost
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost.
From the ashes a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The...
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A week's gone by already, shit.
Here's a thought, I just remembered how I hated high school. Man did I ever hate it. I couldn't wait to get out of there. I was one of those that didn't find school all that challenging, got in trouble all the time for talking in class and not paying attention. Mainly, I hated it because it was such...
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Here's a thought, I just remembered how I hated high school. Man did I ever hate it. I couldn't wait to get out of there. I was one of those that didn't find school all that challenging, got in trouble all the time for talking in class and not paying attention. Mainly, I hated it because it was such...
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daggers:
high school smigh school
torai:
wow i complete know.
My high school experince sound like yours but i was super shy. I was trouble but nobody noticed. now i am noticed but i dont think i want to be.
Now it is cool to be was it wasnt cool to be when i was in school..if that makes sense.
congrats on the freedom.
My high school experince sound like yours but i was super shy. I was trouble but nobody noticed. now i am noticed but i dont think i want to be.
Now it is cool to be was it wasnt cool to be when i was in school..if that makes sense.
congrats on the freedom.
thevulture:
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Yeaaaah! I'm sportin' a Mohawk now. Shit I have to fix my digital camera so I can take pics, It's really not kewl that I broke the LCD on that thing. Expensive and fragile bugger.
Wowsers on Datura, really nice colors. Love it.
I joined the suicide boys group to get a feel of what the guys are putting up, fuck it's crap, well most...
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Wowsers on Datura, really nice colors. Love it.
I joined the suicide boys group to get a feel of what the guys are putting up, fuck it's crap, well most...
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torai:
i actually just bought a digital camera today.
Either i really am a complete computer flop or the camera is a piece of crap.
Nice tats.
i have a chest piece i have started...going in about a month to finish it off.
Have a nice sleep.
Either i really am a complete computer flop or the camera is a piece of crap.
Nice tats.
i have a chest piece i have started...going in about a month to finish it off.
Have a nice sleep.
day:
i like your mohawk 
Man, rough night at Wing Chun class tonight. Got a bloody lip and all. Learnt a lot though. Learnt that ego gets in the way of learning things. My bad, gotta get that little voice inside my head to shut up. That's the thing, You gotta believe that you are better than they might think it just happens that you make mistakes sometimes. It's the...
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I got wheels, shit I thought I'd never get another car. I figured if I layed of the alcohol and bars I could afford a car and that's my plan. Fuck I don't have a choice I have to pay that loan off. hehe.
So all is good I have my freedom again because this damn city's bus service sucks and everything is far.
This...
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So all is good I have my freedom again because this damn city's bus service sucks and everything is far.
This...
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Finally, the antonym for misogyny is misandry. I've been looking for that word for a while. I like everybody and I hope I've never acted in a way to manifest any general hatred for women or men.
What's interesting today is the paradigm shift from a male dominant society to a strongly female influenced one. Now, I've always seen myself as a defender of female...
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What's interesting today is the paradigm shift from a male dominant society to a strongly female influenced one. Now, I've always seen myself as a defender of female...
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I love my self now and there are people that look up to me and want to be like me but what are we to do. Just accept it. Nothing more, it's actually flattering. I dont judge, but i understand that people do. Thats life.
[Edited on Nov 03, 2004 5:30PM]