thestral

I've come to the realization that I'm depressed again. I've been fine for a while. Something about not having anything to do for a couple days sends me down into the shitter. There are other things responsible as well but I'd rather not talk about them. I think it's why I turned to cigs and alcohol so much. I don't want to be able to think. I spend far too much time thinking about things as it is. Drinking lets me just DO and not THINK. With that, I'm off to the store to get some breakfast and then get drunk. Assuming I can find something worth watching. Adios.