I have never felt myself to be attractive. It's probably one of the hardest things that I had to get over in my life. Growing up I had always been very self conscious about my weight and thought I was too ugly to ever have a women of the opposite sex choose me. It wasn't until recently that I started to feel like it was possible. More and more I have been noticing women at the mall, or around checking me out and it has been a real confidence booster. It's a great feeling to finally consider yourself half way decently attractive.