theseadog

Wake up damnit! I'm bored as fuck, and you're all sleeping. Sleep is for bitches. Now say you say I'm your mama! Shit, sorry. I've been watching UCB.

I applied for a job at the library where Buttonbutton works at yesterday. They pretty much said fat chance, though. How fucking twisted is it that I've got an outstanding friggin' resume, I'm a combat vet with numerous medals, I know medical shit out the wazoo, and yet, I can't even get a call from Blockbuster. It makes little to no sense. And I'm strongly leaning to the no sense side. Fuck fuckity fuckfuckfuck.

I speant yesterday reading on the balconey, while it poured rain. I haven't even started the Vampire Lestat like I planned, and I said fuckit to the English Comp book. I'm reading one on hypnosis and NLP. Now I can mind fuck you. I'll put the kung-fu grip on yo' brain foo'.

Anyway. It's still raining. Which is wierd. I've lived in Cali 6 years now, and I think it's rained more in the past month than it has the rest of the time I've been here.

I missed out on the SGLA drinking night yesterday, as a result of my no cash flow situation. I was pissed, bummed, upset, unhappy, and several other words that basically mean not feeling too good. I hope the military finally pays me before bowling night next week. Of course, I've been saying, "I hope the military pays me..." ever since late September. What the fuck is wrong with them?!?! Wierdos.

I may have to take work doing background "acting". (Gasp!) To have to resort to the very field of work I once tormented as a background handler. Oh the shame. Even worse would be if I had to join the LAPD. Talk about a low point in life.

I lost my damn drivers license, and I can't afford a new one. But I can't really get a job without one. What do I do? Do you think they'd accept an expired military ID? (There's no way I'm turning that thing in like I was supposed to! It gets me discounted movie tickets!)

I read that using conditioner on the pubers makes them less abrasive. I wasn't aware until this morning that my conditioner tingled, and kind of burned. Guess I'll go with abrasive until I get new conditioner.

Ok, I'm going to retire this avetar now, and go find a new one. My advice to you? Sign on and talk to me damnit!

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I added a couple pics that I feel truely capture my emotional state of being.

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Update!

Dateline, January 10th, 2005

I'm too damn lazy to make a new entry tonight, so you'll just have to wait with baited breath untill tomorrow.

No real new news. Struggling for funds so I can hang out with the SGLA crew Wednsday. Tryig to organize a cookout type thing at my place before the end of the month. You're all welcomed to join me. We're gonna have a cool pool party tonight! Well, not tonight. But soon.

I nixxed about 10 people from my friends list. Is nixxed a real word? And is it spelled right? If not, then I'm making it a word and/or changing the spelling. If you're reading this, then chances are you were not removed from the list. More cuts coming up soon though. Snip snip. So behave!

I got a job offer, but it involves moving back to New England. Details manana. For those who don't know, manana would mean tomorrow, if it had a tilde over the first 'n'. But since mine doesn't it's just a fake word that rhymes with banana. For those who don't know, tilde would mean this thingy ~, if it had an accent mark over the 'e'. But since mine doesn't, it's just a fake word that rhyms with.... uhhh.... something.

Ok, I'm done now. Should have made a new entry. Oh well, no turning back now. I'm committed to my decision, and damnit, I'm going to stick by it. See you man <-~ ana.