therottingone

wow! its been a while since i wrote anything, ive been very lazy lately. soo much has happened, i ll have to update later.

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to lazy to update at the moment, i think ill do it later.

its been a while since i updated this shit, ive been very lazy lately. san diego was aswome, the weather, beaches, food, and women were just beautiful!!!! too bad i had to come back to shitty ass arizona!!!!! for the 4th, i went down to misson bay beach, it was great!! there were soo many good looking girls, running around half naked!! it was just...
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in about 4 hrs, i ll be leaving to beautiful San Diego, for a week. damn, i need this.

i call this one

Abysmal Descent




in the black depths of my very soul
a vast emptiness lies so arcane and cold
caressed by the icy touch of melancholy, like the sweetest of posion it permeates me.

no more love, no more life
i remain cold and dead deep inside
through my ruptured veins i leave this cursed world of light,
to embrace the infernal...
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ive been feeling so many emotions lately, that i decided to write some songs. i have so many ideas flowing through my mind, i just have to write them down, which is what i have been doing. i just got done writing a song today. i ll have to post it up tomorrow,its getting late, and iam feeling lazy. i cant wait!!!!

well my friends Perfect Hatred have another gig tonight, i think iam going to go. ive been feeling very uncomfortable hanging out with them and some of my other friends, who will also be at the gig. i got some good advice from some nice people kriss and Idjitt, iam sure it will come in handy tonight!!!

thanks for the advice guys!!! iam going to...
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the gig was fun, it brought back all of the good o days, but at the same time it made me feel isolated from them. after the show, we all hung out drunk. it was this time, that i realized that i had really nothing in common with these people, even though all of them were my friends at one point of time. all they...
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its been a fun week so far , ive been hanging out with friends alot lately, and getting wasted, so much fun.

my friends Perfect Hatred have another gig tonight, cant wait for that, should be fun watching them jam out.i havent seen them play since high school, which was like 6 yrs ago!!!

well i think i better go and get ready for work,...
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finally iam starting to get in the mode to work out again, ive been sooo lazy. i havent been to the gym in well........ i dont know how long its been, just too damn long. i think iam going to go and check out some gyms soon!!

last night hung out with some friends and got drunk, had a good time.

last night i missed my friends gig, due to some fucked up shit at work!!! i knew it was going to happen!!! oh well fuck it!!
they have other gigs comming up, hopefully i ll get to catch one of them.