When you wake up, and you worry that when you go in that day you may not be able to walk out.
When you deal every day with the same imbalance of responsibility.
When you struggle with the same problem that is not your loved ones fault.
When you try to find something to pass the time but nothing holds your interest or brings you joy.
When the ones you love just repeat the same lines of encouragement cause they don't understand.
When you long for someone to hold or hold you back but realize you aren't worthy.
When you lay your head down at night.....and know tomorrow is the same