Am having my first beer in a very long time (well, a very long time for a former alkie). God, is there anything more divine in the world then ice cold Mexican beer? Seriously, is there?
As I write this I notice how fast I am drinking it. Should probably slow down, or I'm going to be on my second beer before the first one even starts to do it's thing. Fuck it, I need a pick me up. I need to swing by my parent's house to kiss some major ass, and a little alcohol would do wonders in this. I am not the emotional type, but my Dad has cautioned me that whenever my step mom gives me that house, I should be fairly emotional. As I am out of painkillers, the next best thing I can think of would be my beloved friend alcohol.
Was considering drinking some of that sake I have stashed away, but two things made me not do it. One, while I do enjoy the taste of GOOD sake, this shit is pretty horrible tasting. When mixed with horchata (the best Mexican beverage IN THE WORLD!) it is insanely good, even this horrible shit. And two, it's been in the cupboard a long time. Am not sure if sake holds well or not. Would assume that it can sit a long time without refrigeration and still be good, as it is technical just rice wine, but am being a little cautious, as I know fuck all about sake.
Man, I should have had some wine instead of beer. Wine makes me so fucking happy. Beer just makes me feel good. But I need something ice cold, and ice cold red wine, while good, isn't as good as ice cold beer. Besides, ice cold red wine usually means it's been in the fridge for a few days, and the cheap wines I drink have cheap corks that, when cold, break very easily, so I'd have to drink the whole bottle, or stick it in the fridge to finish it within the next few days (after that it wouldn't be much good....cheap wine does not air out well).
O-K! The beer is kicking in. The wonders a handful of Mexican beers will do never cease. Hope I don't fall asleep. Lol, I probably will. I think I'm depressed again - I don't feel much different, emotionally, but am always tired and lethargic. Have spent the better part of three days just playing the same fucking video game on my PC (aside from some time I spent today dealing with an emergency at one of my rental properties). Course, the game I am playing is more then just your typical game - it's much more, in fact.
If I get that place from my parents, I do believe I will name it "El Casa de Swanko" (from Vice City), or some punk ass shit like that! Lol! Actually, that sounds perfect. What better name for a double wide mobile home on the East side (i.e. the black side) of San Antonio owned by a former Southwest side pinche guero kid everyone calls White Boy Ed? Lol, how can I NOT do that??
As I write this I notice how fast I am drinking it. Should probably slow down, or I'm going to be on my second beer before the first one even starts to do it's thing. Fuck it, I need a pick me up. I need to swing by my parent's house to kiss some major ass, and a little alcohol would do wonders in this. I am not the emotional type, but my Dad has cautioned me that whenever my step mom gives me that house, I should be fairly emotional. As I am out of painkillers, the next best thing I can think of would be my beloved friend alcohol.
Was considering drinking some of that sake I have stashed away, but two things made me not do it. One, while I do enjoy the taste of GOOD sake, this shit is pretty horrible tasting. When mixed with horchata (the best Mexican beverage IN THE WORLD!) it is insanely good, even this horrible shit. And two, it's been in the cupboard a long time. Am not sure if sake holds well or not. Would assume that it can sit a long time without refrigeration and still be good, as it is technical just rice wine, but am being a little cautious, as I know fuck all about sake.
Man, I should have had some wine instead of beer. Wine makes me so fucking happy. Beer just makes me feel good. But I need something ice cold, and ice cold red wine, while good, isn't as good as ice cold beer. Besides, ice cold red wine usually means it's been in the fridge for a few days, and the cheap wines I drink have cheap corks that, when cold, break very easily, so I'd have to drink the whole bottle, or stick it in the fridge to finish it within the next few days (after that it wouldn't be much good....cheap wine does not air out well).
O-K! The beer is kicking in. The wonders a handful of Mexican beers will do never cease. Hope I don't fall asleep. Lol, I probably will. I think I'm depressed again - I don't feel much different, emotionally, but am always tired and lethargic. Have spent the better part of three days just playing the same fucking video game on my PC (aside from some time I spent today dealing with an emergency at one of my rental properties). Course, the game I am playing is more then just your typical game - it's much more, in fact.
If I get that place from my parents, I do believe I will name it "El Casa de Swanko" (from Vice City), or some punk ass shit like that! Lol! Actually, that sounds perfect. What better name for a double wide mobile home on the East side (i.e. the black side) of San Antonio owned by a former Southwest side pinche guero kid everyone calls White Boy Ed? Lol, how can I NOT do that??
amandadnama:
God damn it I haven't had a drink in like 6 months. But tomorrow I will be back in SAtown so that will change 
. What game is this that your playing? And that is a kick as name for a house. Especially in San Antonio.
. What game is this that your playing? And that is a kick as name for a house. Especially in San Antonio.