Thursday May 11, 2006

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DRAMA sucks

*sigh*

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nc_guy:
It most certainly does.
hellomrworld:
Some Drama is really quite good .. GoodFellas for instance ... or Citizen Kane smile)

Monday Mar 06, 2006

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I wish someone would cuddle with me
My grandpa just died and i'm really fucking sad
it almost feels like my heart is broken but its not as intense as when that actually did happen to me. Around the same area in the chest though.
The funeral is in 2 weeks

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bella_silencia:
Awww. I'm sorry, hun. How are you holding up?

Sac State in the Fall, eh? What are you thinking of doing there?

Hugs and Kisses!
mrbeast:
Sorry to hear of your loss.

Tuesday Feb 28, 2006

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and so it is
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mr_misfortune:
a females emotions are a fickle thing. The same stimulis from one source could heal and that same from another could hurt. Its like a bigass minefield with the reward on the other end so very tempting. So you have a choice. Step into the danger zone and take a chance or walk away never knowing what could have been. Whats the worst that could happen? Death? hehe, well at least you died trying and not alone and sad right?
fairygrlz:
How is it going luv???? kiss

Saturday Feb 18, 2006

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Ahh so what to update. My crush found out that I like her alot. How you ask? Well I certainly didn't tell her. My friend messeged her on myspace telling her many things and that we talk about her and how hot and awesome she is etc.

I was not expecting this at ALL. I was really pissed at him. I mean I wasnt expecting...
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bella_silencia:
Aww. It sounds like she does like you, but it sucks that she's moving. I'm sure you'll find someone soon. Just hang in there kid wink
bella_silencia:
The "dating" goes well. The night in question from my last journal entry basically involved my super hot stripper friend (fire hula hoop dancer who is also en route of becoming an SG) professing that since the day we met (a year ago), she's had the biggest crush on me. Of course there's more to the story, but I'm just gonna leave it at that wink
I'm just completely dumbfounded with the people who have been expressing interest since my break-up. It guess it's true when they say that you always find someone when you least expect it.

Tuesday Feb 14, 2006

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Ah so its Valentines day. I asked my crush if she wanted to hang out but she had to paint a room instead tongue
Shes a really cool person though, i'm glad I met my new friends. I've known them for a bout a week and a half now but they are alot of fun. Its about time I found a group of people to hang...
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fairygrlz:
I had a boring V-Day...my girl went home at 5 in the am... frown
bella_silencia:
Yeah, no. The pirate is not the girl that I'm sorta seeing. The girl that I'm sorta seeing, is a little hesistant to establish what she wants out of me (monogamy, casual sex, etc. I could go either way). And despite the kinky story from the other night, there was no sex wink (pirate girl is seeing someone else, too). Both others know about what happened and have seen the bruises, hickies, and teeth marks left on our bodies and laughed about it, shrugging it off as our "silly drunken antics" (super wierd). Apparently, for a little over a year now, people just assumed that me and pirate girl hooked up on a regular basis.

Monday Jan 30, 2006

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Shit...I'm sick. My throat is killing me and when I cough I bark like a seal.

Shit I have to go to work. At least i'm closing, its not to busy then. I should probably pick up some drugs though.

I want someone to cuddle with.
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bella_silencia:
Dude, you're super cute. I don't know the girl that you're talking about, but if she can't appreciate you, she's really not worth your time anyway. There's plenty of fish in the sea wink

Why I'm moving to Sac? Well, I ideally would like to live in San Francisco, but I'm graduating from UCSB this June... meaning I'm gonna be shoved into the adult world without any financial aid to rely on. Sacramento is the closest to ideal place where I can get my feet on the ground (i.e., manage to pay off some of my loans without having to worry if I'll be able to make the rent that month... the rent for my current shithole apartment is $1800 for a 2bd/2bth- VERY cheap for Santa Barbara). I'll be arriving mid-June, and my soon-to-be roommate Kris (total sex-fiend, pirate, bi chica) will ariive a month after that. Kris and I are cool people, and if you're still wanting people to hang out with, we're totally down for hitting up gay bars, shows, etc.
ARRR!!!
angiterror:
happy valentined day kiss

Friday Jan 27, 2006

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My Friday night consisted of trying to figure out html and xhtml for an online class i'm taking puke . Luckily I know someone in the class so he came over to help me.

So after spending most of my Friday night doing homework I now sit here and contemplate whether to masturbate or play my psp *sigh*

Damnit I have to get up at 4:30...
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bella_silencia:
How was the show?
mr_misfortune:
Hahah sounds like most of my nights here. Only I do not have a PSP. Just my laptop and my X Box. (Had a Game Cube, but gave it to my lil sis and my PS2 is packed away back in the states)

Tuesday Jan 24, 2006

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2 people at work have quit so now I have to work all the time. I also started school so on my "days off" I spend my time there. I still find some time for fun though. But I haven't been able to go snowboarding because i'd need a whole day off for that.

I have to say my most interesting class is one titled...
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fairygrlz:
Yeah I live in Reno. I just moved here a year ago from Palm Springs, CA....I like Palm Springs better. Where did you live that you never saw snow?
fairygrlz:
I bought the snow board cuz it was cute...I have never actually used it...shhhhh don't tell.!!!! wink

Thursday Jan 12, 2006

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fairygrlz:
You get off of work when I go to bed....that is not good! frown
fairygrlz:
Awe thanks... blush

I would love to be on HGTV...I love to decorate. What are you doing this weekend?

Monday Jan 09, 2006

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I snowboarded yesterday and today. Its been great having no school. I don't want to go back. But I still have another week.
My PSP is so kick ass. I can control my winamp music player on my computer through it. So I can be anywhere in the house and change the song. Sweetness.
This weekend should be fun. I'm going to Hooters for the...
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propernoun:
tanar:
Happy Birthday to us!

Thursday Jan 05, 2006

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Alright i'm finally back from Texas. I was soooo busy there I hardly got to see any of my friends. But I still had a great time.

I went snowboarding today and I had to buy a stomp pad for my board. So I go into the shop and pick out one that I like the texture of. It has some numbers on it and...
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infinity:
consider yourself alive, my physics teacher told us you can be assured you are alive as long as you learn one new thing a day.


goes to show you the type of people who normally snowboard, lol tongue wink
infinity:
there will be pics tomorrow once its done. the design is about 5/8" tall and 1.25" wide. its a small wrist tattoo done entirely in white ink.

Monday Dec 19, 2005

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OK so I'm done with school but I still have to work tongue Not until Wed though. Having nothing to do is great. Except I usually have nothing to do so its not much of a change. I am going snowboarding tomorrow. Then Thursday i'm flying back to good ol San Antonio, Texas.

I need to get drunk. I've been sober for to long.
infinity:
nothing to do is great, you need to get creative. like tomorrow I am free all day so I'm going to the university surplus store thats sort of across campus. Funny part is i am thinking about buying a cheap wheelie chair and taking it on the bus back with me hahahahaha tongue
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