therealtexasguy

So I was at the lake this morning and spied this old black guy (we're talking old, people). he came over and asked if i could help him with his new lantern. apparently he couldn't get the ash guard in place, and since i had a flashlight it's only natural he asked me. besides, i couldn't say no - i'm just too nice (or something like that). i got it on no problem and we talked for a while since the fish were sleeping or just fucking with me by not eating my bait. we talked about fishing down the coast and a trip he was planning on taking soon. then he gets in his van and tries to start it. i knew right away his battery was dead. no surprise, he kept leaving his cabin light on while trying to work with that fucking lantern. he asked if i could give him a jump and i felt real bad cause i don't carry those jumper cables anymore (they take up too much room in my tiny truck). i drove around looking for someone with cables (of course the fucking park rangers were gone) and no one had em. so he had to wait until like two hours later to get a jump when the park ranger finally showed up. i thought of hanging out with him for a while, but decided not too. i hate it when people hang around with me when my vehicle's broke down.

fishing was alright. caught at least one catfish and some perch/carp for cut bait. just ate a bowl of chili. man, am i going to be sick tomorrow. i already feel like throwing up. wish i hadn't done that. fuck it, too late. i'll just throw up first thing and then go to the lake for a while.

so my dad's moving in soon. i saw a webpage he was looking at - he's already looking for a girlfriend and he's not even divorced yet. go figure, my old man. he knows he can't risk getting caught doing it in public, so he does it online. it's a wonder i'm so fundamentally different then him - i wonder why. he can't live without someone else, and i can't live with someone else.

man, is elara beautiful? let's hear it for the new set. yay! . she is so hot, but not beautiful. i'd rank her as one of the hottest women in the world, but not the most beautiful. beautiful is a woman who is hot and smart and sexy and you can take home with you. elara is most of those, but i'd never take her home (i never take any of my girls home to meet the parents - haven't since my sophomore year). she just seems like she'd be a major bitch. which is cool and all, cause i'm a major asshole.

fuck it, i'm gonna go throw up this chili and go to sleep.