therealtexasguy

Well, feeling a bit better. Might be coming down with an ear infection, but what the fuck, I am forever getting ear infections (should have got tubed when I was a kid).

I'm working on my record (as in VINYL people) collection. Buying some Tool, Clash, and Sex Pistols. Also some Simon and Garfunkel, but I wonder if I'm going to win the auction.

Anyhoo,...
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my lethargy is starting to cause problems...maybe it's the copious amount of pain killers I'm ingesting...coupled with my natural depression and all the new crap that's happened in my life lately, it's only natural I don't really give a shit about anything...

i dropped my ceramics art class...took natural biology, or some such class, instead...need to go to class in three hours, after which i...
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Fever hallucinations suck ass.

My fever finally broke, so now I'm enjoying the low-grade-won't-go-away-going-to-continue-soaking-your-sheets-all-night fever. The headache and weezing cough is horrible.

I did, however, , score some pain killers, so I've been in ya-ya land for days. Hmm...warm, fuzzy pain killers...


Started my new classes yesterday. Am going to drop my ceramics class. Doesn't sound at all fun (despite my being the only boy...
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Fever hallucinations suck ass.

Still, my fever finally broke, so now I'm enjoying the low-grade, won't go away, going to continue soaking your sheets fever. The headache and weezing cough is horrible.

I did, however, , score some pain killers, so I've been in ya-ya land for days. Hmm...warm, fuzzy pain killers...

Started college yesterday. Am going to drop my ceramics class. Apparently it's very...
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Ugh...my fever is hovering around 103 and a half. I'm sweating non-stop. My bed smells horrible and I feel like I'm dying. This is totally unfair. I'm supposed to be immune to the flu! Those government guys that did those experiments on me promised I'd be immune for the rest of my life....lying assholes. Seriously, though, this is the second or third time I've ever...
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Ugh, I think I'm coming down with the flu. My lungs are all sticky, which is weird because I never have trouble with my lungs (but always my bronchial tubes, go figure), my head hurts like hell, my hearts going a little fast, and I'm dehydrated. Been taking a lot of tylenol and vitamins (OK, and a few Percocet ). Jesus, I hate feeling sick...
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Just finished watching Brotherhood of the Wolf. Gotta love foreign language films. The thing is, if they're selling it in the American market, you know it's got to be worth at least watching, otherwise why would anyone bother investing all the money it takes to prepare a foreign film for an American release. The movie is a bit over the top at times, but, hey,...
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Well, Happy fucking New Year!!!

Discovered the name of my favorite champagne...oops, sorry, I mean *sparkling wine* (apparently the only *real* champagne comes from the Champagne Region of France...the rest is just sparkling wine). It's that super cheap stuff sold everywhere known as Bellatore. Drank a bottle a little while ago. Whoa-ho!

Shot off fireworks for half an hour with my Dad. This is an...
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Happy 21st Birthday to me. Just spent fifty bucks on half-pints and a bottle of 'sparkling wine' at the liquor store. My best friend took me to Cha Chos (yummie) for some food and offered to take me to the bar, his treat, but I took a rain check. I started drinking before the sun rose and my stomach is less than cooperative at this...
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Moby on the radio....feel like a shell of a man. All the beer has left me thinking of all the sad, fucked up things of my life. The lost friends, the dead relatives, the ex-girlfriends, the fights, the trouble, the pain, the anger, the hatred, the psychosis, the despair....sometimes it's so much it makes me want to vomit, but I never do....

I used to...
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Well, I'm all packed and ready to go. I need to be at the airport around four o' clock. Am very seriously considering upgrading to first class (hey, what else are those student loan checks good for?) so I can get a hell of a lot of free drinks in me on the way to Seattle. In the end I know I won't, because I...
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Ugh...I hate packing. On Wednesday I leave for Seattle. Haven't been on a plane in like ten years and now I get to spend five or six, and probably actually more like seven with delays, hours in the air. I'm going to get drunk on my way to the airport and smuggle a handful of valium onto the plane in case I get stuck next...
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