therealtexasguy

How is Sean Young all uber hot when she was young and now...well...not hot now. I mean, when she was young she was hotter'n a barbecue during a Texas summer, but now...

Well, no fishing tonight for this cowboy. We got a hell of a thunderstorm rolling up our asses from the north. Might be better this way; open the blinds and the sliding glass door, kick back with a beer, and watch God's handiwork in action.

I will provide the gun if you provide the bullets. That way it won't be as much my fault. Joke. Take it. Man, it seems like you have a had a series of bad days. Sorry. Now I'm resenting the fact that I had a meeting when I did. You could have really needed me...

Put on a happy face. You'll feel better soon enough...

I got the bullets and the gun, but I ain't like that. I never take the easy way out of anything.

I think I'm going to get a case of beer and go fishing tonight. I won't catch anything, but at least it'll be a nice distraction. Maybe kick up a camp fire and fry up some chicken or something.

Well, she wrote me an email last night. Something about why was I pissed at her and whatnot. I wrote back some long, stupid letter about why I hate myself when I get like that and all this shit. I get a feeling it's kind of over between us. No worries; I expected as much. I've never been truly happy in my life, I don't know what the fuck I was thinking entertaining the thought that I'd suddenly be happy now. Still, it was worth it while it lasted.

I can't fucking believe I woke up before ten o' clock today. It's probably because I have to finish up my monthly report for work. I should have done it last night, but I was in too much of a daze. Not much better today, but I can't put it off any longer as it was technically due yesterday.

I once had to show a girl some force and I do NOT feel bad about it at all.

We had dated for about 3 months and I wasn't digging her that much so we went out to eat thinking I was just gonna let her down easy and we could be friends.
I was leading up to the initial break up and then I said "I don't feel much of any girlfriend-boyfriend stuff between you and I so I think it's best if we just kinda call it quits." I said it totally nice and with feeling because I am a nice guy.
SO, she stares at me for like 30 seconnds just silent and then like a rocket she fucking blows up! She stood up and started yelling (in the middle of a sushi restaurant!!!) "YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE, WHO ARE YOU FUCKING, YOU FUCKING LIAR!!! ETC, even though I was the nicest guy to her and never did anything wrong. I can't help it if I didn't like her in a certain way, that's the purpose of dating...
anyway, she's throwing my drink on me and hitting the table, the manager comes over and asks us to leave and meantime I'm just sitting there mortified because I have never seen this side of her and she's telling the manager to fuck off, so I try to leave and she starts ripping at my shirt and hitting me and scrathing me and all I'm trying to do is leave the place finally I get away and I'm in the parking lot and she's following me calling me any number of curses, then I think she's somewhat calmed down so I'm trying to be nice once again and say "let me just take you home." she walks around to my side of the car and tries to punch me in the face. I blocked it and said to her "if you hit me in the face again I will knock you out." Then she hit me and said somethign like:
"oh you're a real big man who has to hit a girl, you gonna hit me, c'mon hit me.. blah blah blah..."
I'm just standing there shaking my head hoping that she will just give up and let me call her a cab or calm down enough to let me drive her home BUT RATHER, She hit me again in the jaw really hard SO, I put my leg behind her, tripped her and landed on her with all of body weight, put my hand on her neck and was nearly, NEARLY I SAY choking her. I was PISSED THE FUCK OFF and bleeding from all of her scratches and shit. I stayed right there with my hand on her throat and my weight holding her down and took out my phone and said something like:
"do you want to call the police on me because I'm such a bad man who has to beat up a woman?, let me dial it for you because all I will do is direct the cops inside the restaurant and let the employees and customers tell the cops who needed to be restrained..."
She started to cry and tell me she was sorry so I drove her home with her sobbing the whole time and apologizing and shit...
I never talked to her again and she never messed with me again...
Thank god I got out of that relationship when I did!
The worst fucking part is that I was too embarrased to go into my fave fucking sushi place for over two years...

If you ever meet a girl whose initials are MET you may want to ask her if she's ever beaten up a guy in a sushi restaurant before you take her out.., granted this was 4 years ago and she may have changed...

Wow. Yeah, don't kick anyone's ass. Low move. Not saying that you would be like that- just isn't ever the answer.

I do think however if a girl has the balls to hit a guy- the guy should damn well knock her on her ass. But I happen to be La Femme Nakita- so it wouldn't ever happen.

Dude, I am so proud of you- sounds like you are on the road to a happy something.

Be very afraid of GoodBoy.

I am one of those freakos...thank you.

If the foot doesn't get any better...stop by and I will amputate it for you

Oh, and I'll try and take some of those much promised pictures of my truck today. I need to wash and wax it anyways.

Also, Dyme's new set is the fucking hotness. Course, Dyme is just the fucking hotness herself, now isn't she?

Pictures!

Hope your head starts feeling better.

It's very challenging. We have a lot of people who wash out. The amount of money you make depends on how much work offshore you do. You have a salary but you get a day rate while offshore.

I just like to talk to people. Can't stand going back and forth with the whole commenting thing. Get to know people better through instant messaging. E-mail's cool, wouldn't know what to say though. Don't know you really.

Seven fucking train derailments in San Antonio in SIX MONTHS!!

Jesus, man, Union Pacific needs to get their shit squared away! Too many people are dying because of it. One of the derailments was a whole two miles from my apartment and the fucking thing was spewing all kinds of noxious gases like chlorine and bleach and shit. You know, the main ingredients in mustard gas. Thousands of people had to go to the emergency room. People as far away as ten miles were getting sick. Luckily the wind was on my side and I could barely even smell it.

Another time they dropped tons of diesel fuel into the San Antonio River just upstream of where I used to fish and it killed all kinds of plant life and fish and shit.

Man, UP is criminally incompetent. The last train CRASHED INTO A BUILDING and killed at least one person. Man, imagine getting hit by a train while you're sitting there at work?

This after a Bexar county judge ordered them to do all kinds of safety stuff including rerouting a lot of their trains out of the city proper, and STILL they're killing people and destroying buildings and the environment.

I hope Bexar County and San Antonio City file a major lawsuit against those fuckers!

You have had so much to say since I've been gone! Interesting. And now I find out that you have decided to leave me for another women. How low?!

Dude, cool thing with the new truck. Exciting shit.

Thank you thank you, I can be photogenic...only sometimes...

Glad to hear someone has you fallen...just try not to smash into the ground to quickly...

Actually, I just got back and the fuckers are giving me hella problems!

Those limey fucking cock suckers told me to forge some documents, so I did, and man I did a hell of a job (I know a thing or two and forging stuff ) but now it's not good enough because it's a copy (which the bitch on the phone said was fine) and it has the numbers written in with a pen. I kindly explained that I'm a small businessman who employs one person; myself. So I don't have the big computer equipment and shit of other businesses that print up checks. Sufficed to say, some yelling was involved and I almost made her cry. Maybe she did, I don't know, I stormed out.

So it looks like I might have to pay it off straight cash. This is feasible, but not something I want to do. 15k is a big chunk of money and means I'll have to liquidate everything and borrow heavily from some of my wealthier family members, but if that's what it gets down to, that's what it gets down to.

We'll see. I'm going to get high and smoke a cigarette, I need a brief reprieve before my rather hectic night starts.

The funny thing is, for as kick ass as the truck is (the radio actually holds FIFTEEN stations in member, I found out), the seats are just horribly uncomfortable. I'm gonna have to change them out if I do buy it. Which means three hundred bucks or so if I get some kick ass bucket seats, or a hundred and some change if I just go to the salvage and get some run down bucket seats. We'll see.