thepiratelauren

i have been in tampa for like 7 hours and i have been drinking, gambling, gotten a tattoo and..

well, gotten a headache, but i am so happy to be here and not think about work or life. nothing but reaking serious havoc on the boys of the bay area.

grrr. that is not really an angry gr, just a grr. i had an amazing weekend, with two amazing sluts, my cuz and crystal. we journeyed to my old stomping grounds, new beige and saw a band. they were jock(cock) rock but crystal's boy is in the band, so i drank PBR's with dan all night. i have set out every night with goals. and...
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i have a new job. and i love every moment of it. i work for a non-profit directed middle school program. and i get to teach a math class and i just love it. not even kidding.

and i woke up today happy. really happy. and i know that i did this all myself. this is me, making myself happy, doing things for me. and...
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i have bangs

really, i haven't had these since i was 11. but they are cute.
i jsut don't know how i feel yet.

i'll put a picture up later.

i got a new job. that would be job numero 3 of the summer. but this one is permanent. i will be working at a non-profit, being all do-gooder. and i have the house to myself all week. and so the fact that i am sitting alone in the living room watching according to jim and dicking around online and drinking a bud feels really...
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brian and myself broke up.


for all intents and purposes, i should be mad at him.


but i can't be. because he is right.


i'm just sad. because i thought he was the guy.


oh well.

i'm trying to decide if i'm in a bad mood or just being in a funk. i have yet to take a shower. which is probably contributing to the wierd mood. i am trying to decide, or rather just see if boys appreciate big gestures. like if they think they're cute, like most girls do, or if they think they're creepy. dropping ice cream on...
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i went kayaking and to the beach yesterday with the boy. so much fun. i haven't kayaked in the ocean before, it was tough. and then we went to the beach and horsed around in the water for like an hour, kayaked back to the house and then had dinner with his aunts and their friends!! we crashed early... well, we were in bed early,...
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so i bothered to get all dressed up last night to go to the show with whiskeywarrior and then i got drunk and chaos ensued. well, chaos could have been much worse, but it wasn't. thank goodness. the show was good. i was late for work today. and i am a reject. i have decided that i would like a pet. and the apartment that...
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so, i had this a long time ago, and then i broke up with the boy who bought it so i couldn't see naked ladies anymore. but then my new boyfriend got it and i was hooked. so, i work retail, ahem, i manage retail at an airport and today was hectic, damn friggin terrorists. but yeah, so i am going to darkbuster tomorrow with...
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